dutsy.

2006-02-20T06:33:00.000-08:00

school has been pretty borrrriiiinnggg..
flunked my physics.
not surprised.
re-test this wed.
MUST PASS WAN AR!

ok.
im done typing benji's essay.
and i think im done with blogging for today.
amalina's coming tmrw!
YESSA! school was hell without her.
bleeaarrgghh!
and its official that i cant go to school early.
tho i always wake up at 6, 15 mins will be taken away during showering.
and it will take FOREVERRR for me to get ready for school.
i dunno why. i just have this habis of procrastinating and dilly-dally-ing.

you know what.
i'd better shuddup.
i wanna go EEAAAATTO!

<3i dun think i can stop.
tatasss.
muuachies.

2006-02-15T06:34:00.000-08:00

brokeback mountain finished downloading this morning.
and i watched afew parts of it.
omg. omg. omg. omg.
it is a MUST WATCH..
i noe im only 14/15 wadever and the movie is rated R21,
im the open-minded type of girl.
i dun go EEE! when i see people kissing..
esp wen it comes to the same sex.
=D i adore it.
i think its cute.

so anyway..
from now on, my class will be on the 2nd floor of the OLD block.
yes, old block.
i'd rather take the 4th floor class at the new block..
how the hell did we sumbat 43 students in that classroom.
the 4g students said that they only had 31 students and it was alrdy squeezy for them.
so like yeah like wtf..i seriousli dunno how we managed to squeeze everyone in.
and that sucks for me.
had drama today.. we did blocking and a little bit of improvisation..
so today's lesson was okkkaaayyy.
antm was funny as hell..
steve-o n nicolee so cute!!

ive got nothing more to say..
so i'll just let the pics from sat and tues do the talking.
(11 feb)the bazaar and (14 feb)lenny's bday mini gathering @pizza hut.
=D

my lalink syaza.

bear ooh scary..!

mt class. rohayah din came to sch. =)

in our BRAND NEEWWW class. =(

@pizzahut.

happy 15th bday babe. =)
*pic from lenny's bloggie

the simple life is on.
tata. =D

2006-02-10T06:16:00.000-08:00

WHAT HAPPENED IN SCHOOL.
school was kinda different today..
was almost late for school..
missed ALOT of lessons.
BEST ARH!...den had the cny concert..
dancers did great! =)
malay students sat outside the classroom instead of heading for mt..
but we were told rohayah was in the stuff room eating.
i like wtf rite?..
had recess with amalina n hazel..
paid no attention in lew's lesson..
and i slept during poh's lessons..cos i was having a headeache..
it was bcos of wad happened earlier..hahaa.
dun want to say aah..
then got rain..wee~!
then did change agents stuffs and went homee @5 ..

2006-02-10T05:24:00.000-08:00

ONE WEEK ALREADY SEH!

sorry guys. i know youve missed me ALOT..
see la..alot of pple are forcing me t0 update..
it has been a super duper hectic week..
with the chinese new yr concert, bazaar blah blah thinggyyy, change agents..den got this friend ar..got alot of problems wan..friend right must help la!
AARGHH!

so anyway..
i'll start to get busy tmrw..
but im still looking forward to tmrw..=)
i need LENNY! where youu maaaan?.
i need to discuss songs for tmrw..
tmrw tmrw tmrw..!

im kinda busy watchin pesta pesta pesta!
first of all, haizad imram.
omfg. too hot to be true.
BJ KADIRR! haha irritating siaa.

yest's grammy was plain..boring. =(
and i cant wait for next week's antm! =)

& i wanna say congrats to that friend of mine..
you know, the one who had lots of problems?..
yeahh..CONGRATS! =)

oooorite.
i have nothing more to say.
BYES

spore idols audition starts tmrw.
ahaha. mamposs.

2006-02-03T23:34:00.000-08:00

today.
i woke up at 8 cos i was unable to sleep.
unable to sleep because i cudnt stop coughing.
i was coughing like madog i tell you..
so i decided to get up and watch some tv outside.
oh no wait, before that i went to pee and drank some water.=X

was online since 12.
yeap.
i got to use it in the afternoon this time!
and look, now my bro is helping me carry the clothes outside.
<3
okays. so now i guess im gonna go eat.
later..cos noones online right now.
and im starting to regret, coming online right now cos im bored to death.
timing power!

ehh..i wanna go out.
ive been complaining and complaining..
the last time i went out was with fad, diyana and amalina.
and was in early january..
maybe my friends are just too darn busy..
i dunno.
blearrgh

i so hate being broke.
its making me feel guilty..
cos i wont have anything to give sissy for her b'day. its tmrw.
and not forgetting my mum too. on the 7th.
AARRGGH!
fuck i hate this.
and happy b'day to neni and feb(?)..=)

ok. im currently in a bad mood.
stay away.
rawr.
wadever.

im so gonna wear those corduroy material shoes next time i go out..
but i dun think im gonna go out anytime soon.
sabar kau.

im so fuckin sick of this.
goodbye.

happy bday. =)
(not in specs la deng.)

2006-02-03T05:57:00.000-08:00

cant blog too much today..
mebbe tmrw..or some other day..
yeah yeahh.. sorry things have been pretty much boring for this week..since there were only 3 days of school..
but friday's almost over and weekends are almost here.
someoonneee..TAKE ME OUTT!!
*singing to franz ferdinand*

poa was pork mchotdog. damn ~~easy~~..
ok dah la..tkyar nk action arr!

bor keeps saying, "okaayy! its ten! MY TURN! get outta hereee..!"..
fuck siaa..why issit always have to be?..
why cant i use it in the afternoon.
sissy has always been using it in the afternoon..
3pm-8pm..EVERYDAY!
den me, 8-10pm..
ffuuuccckkkaaaa!
thats y my entries have been suuppeerr short..
ok there goes my bro again..

ERIN IS MY VALEENNTTIINNEEE! <3
=)

so lonngg.

2006-02-02T06:05:00.001-08:00

i wanna watch brokeback mountain laa.
reasons are:
JAKE GYLLENHAAL is in it.
(likee WHOAA.)
and the other reason is this..

aannnddd..

omg omg omg omg omg.

JJAAKKEEEEEE...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant stand it siaa..!

ok.
i hafta go study for the poa test tmrw..
SS tail conperm flunk one.
okay la bye.

2006-02-02T06:05:00.000-08:00

2006-02-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

ive got an SS test to study.
im coughing for no reason..

nik has a nice light brown ass.

and i have something to say
just say it biatch, this is your blog after all..
aphrem(or wadever it is) looks like adam sandler.
to me.

ok im currently having a comment battle with miss khairunnisa.
woo best!

2006-01-29T08:14:00.000-08:00

im sleepy.

2006-01-29T06:57:00.000-08:00

im sick.
yes people im sick.
woohoo.
i feel like i have this HUGEE lump in my throat that wont fuckin come out.
and i my head is spinning oh-so-fuckin fast.
im pissed.
i must have got it from my brother cos he was sick and i had a sip of his pepsi yesterday.
oh shucks.

i wanna go out.
den nobody want to go out.
either they dun wan or i just dunno about it.
that sucks cos i havent been outta the house for so long.
except for school morons.

im glad everything is coming to place.
but my head isnt.
i have a shitload of homework waiting for me in my room.
stupid pple want to celebrate chinese new year right.
even myself.
but i cant cos im..not chinese?..
ok fine, bcos im sick and i cant celebrate.
i dunno.
mebbe i'll just finish off my hw tmrw..
and my holiday mood is spoilt.
so i might as well bring in the homework and make it worse cos i have no other choice right now.
if im still sick on wed, i dun think i'd wanna go school.
i could still remember the last time when i woke up for school and i had this headache and i insisted on not going school but my mum forced me to do so cos she said that the headache will soon go away.
and so i did. and my head had split into 2 as soon as i reached school. then i didnt go for pe instead i lied down on the canteen bench and drink ice lemon tea.
and i was still sick. my body was so fuckened weak and i felt like i could break into pieces anytime..and so i told mr sim i wanted to go home. so i got the dunno-wad form, got mdm siti to sign it and called my dad to pick me up..cos u know u cant possibly go home on your own. but my dad was too LAZY to pick me up. and im sure he wasnt sleeping. he was wathcin tv or smthin..then i cried and cried cos i was pissed off with my dad. den in the end mrs neo(the sch principal) sent me home. =D bleargh.

phew. so long.
ok so whatever.

grammy is on the 9th of feb.
like wtf meaning i cant watch..
wait..who says i cant sleep late?..
tho theres still school the next day, who cares?.
ok yesaa.
i cant wait for grammys. i hope it'll be better than AMA.
that hilary duff performance still sucks.
and her song is stuck in my head.

i dun think im gonna stay that long on the comp.

take away the sensation inside.
bitter sweet migraine in my head.
its like a throbbing tooth ache of the mind.
i can't take this feeling anymore.

bye peeps.
=(

2006-01-27T02:42:00.000-08:00

how was today?..
hmm. lemme see.
it was aitee..

had a mini farewell party for mdm zalinah after school..
she wont be teaching in school and also no longer the tcher in charge of dance..
cos shes migrating to perth..
i think. =/
the 2 choc cake ms farah bought was uber deliciouso.
arrhh..

den after that was forced to go for some stupid malay dance course.
no offence uh..
i seriously dun mind modern dance but MALAY DANCE?..
hell no.
i cant move gracefully or whatever you do in malay dance..
it was effing tiring..
hey whoever said malay dance wasnt tiring?
so anyway, it finished arnd 4+ and headed home with risnah and amalina
while fad lenny atiqah and the dance instuctor walked by the other way..
saw hazel and her ahem2..

mom told me to keep the money from the cheque that i received from school and register for my atm card.
anybody want to go with me?..
will call nana later laa and ask her to accompany me!
=)

wahliao got alot of homework seh..
and poh flirted with ruo hao again!
HRMPF..!

so anyways, yest was fun..
after school got scolding from jain bcos the class deco hasnt been finished yet..
nagged and nagged like mak nenek(eh he understand malay. WTF!)
den i stood up and asked joshua for the rest of the materials..
his lips was moving up and down but all i heard was,
"yaketeyakyak..yaakky-my-lips-are-sexy-blah-blah.."
i swear i cudnt understand a single word he said..so whatever..
then the rest started to stand up and do something.
den do and do and do..
then had the stupid photo-taking..
den do and do again..
den after most of the classmates were gone,
(except for me, fad, amalina, ruohao, dan, chen yuan, zheng yu n JOSHUA)
me, fad, amalina and dan kept teasing jain..
den amalina threatened to rembat jain and she said that in malay den he said that he understood malay laa..
den paiseh2..den she say the rembat again den he said,
"i know you won't dare wan laa.."
oh god jain so cute like wad laa..
dah lar sarcastic maut.
den after that, we decided to go home cos ruo hao=) and the rest also wanted to go home..
so packed up and headed out of school..
me, fad and amalina decided to go eat at istanbul..
den dan tagged along.
we eventually ate in mr. prata.
omfg..dun go there if you cant speak tamil or hindi..
the waiter who ordered our food can speak english..i know he can..but he cant pronounce them properly..
which irritated us alot.
den talked and ate..
den dan told us about something which happened to his sister which was so fuckin hilarious he wudnt dare to repeat it cos amalina laughed so verrryyy loud..and it was pretty embarrassing..for him..
but im used to it..=)
den some more pple say my laugh like doing sex like that..i noe wtf rite?..
so whatever..walked to the busstop den dan ran home cos he wanted to pangsai so bad..
-_-"

here are some clicks from last yr's anti-drug drama comp=) :

in the bus.

then go eat at seoul gardens.=)

okays..
mebbe thats enough..
i gotta finish my yummy-ummy mee goreng.
=)

tataass.

2006-01-24T06:18:00.000-08:00

school was so blabliblu today.
i was only paying half-attention to the teachers that taught my class today.
no wait, i paid full attention during beranrd's class.
now he like become my fave teacher like that..
no no..zul is my fave teacher..
he say im his daughter,
zafran his son,
amalina his second cousin and
FADHILAH..the WIFE!..
hahaha.
cos we have the same names laa..
he so lame but he never fails to make the class laugh..

then that day latiff screamed at us.
and i saw him in red singlet and REALLY REALLY SHHOORRTT black shorts..
he was around the sunplaza park there..
working out..
den he went to the palyground and did pull-ups.
den i said 'hi' to him the he said 'hi' back..
then he put on a very paiseh face..like wtf sia.
muuzzeell teacher.

den today lew screamed at us also..
followed by his ever so long lectures that don't mean a thing..
cos we cant really understand a single word he's saying..
but he friendly laa..can talk2 wan ar..

and the malay boys from 3G suck like to the core..
i gotta say the 3H malay boys are much much better..
theyre not the anti-social type laa..
whatever. i cant say anything anymore..

mind me.
i really cant concentrate on what im typing..
cos this song im listening is spinnnnnning in my head and everytime i type the words of the song will come out..

vanilla skies,
white picket fences in ur eyes..
a vision of you and me..

afew lines from that song la eh..
hint hint a little bit.

so anyways, jain din come today..
so we had 2 free periods..
did the eng compo assigned to us..
topic: my bestfriend.
how primary school..i knoe..tell me about it.
den i couldnt finish during the eng period cos i cudnt stop talkin to amalina..
den amalina finished it during ss period which was after eng..
she obviously wasnt paying attention to poh.
den got one time just now she asked me what poh worte on the board..
i think that was fake..
then syafiq fell asleep..face like my pantat sia..
his head was on his hand then the head like falling off the hand then the head moved back and forth..with his lips..puckered.
one word..
DIS-FUCKIN-GUSTING!!!!!!!!!
zareeza was staring at him den she turned to me and i laughed my ass off wen isaw him then i called amalina then she laughed until everybody looked behind.
and poh called syafiq 'hensem'..
do u want me to mention that WORD one more time?..
and amalina (accidently) said he looked cute..
please..dun make me say it again.

then lit so fun.
watched the ending of 'the others'..
den one part amalina screamed cos she was scared outta her wits..
wen the children inside the cupboard..then got this nenek knock2 on the cupboard..
scary like dunno wad i tell you..

after school finished the compo.
omfg. marisher made me laugh like hell.
i cudnt even concentrate on finishing my comp.
den jasmine so cute like wad..
then dan was riding firdaus's bike until go inside class..
and risnah was all quiet and amalina laughed like theres no tmrw.
then walk2..
took 293, wenta my house and watched 'the others' again with risnah n amalina..

haha. today haikal's bday.
i like yeye like that want to sing him b'day song today cos i already told him i was going to.
but sadly i din see him.
even if i did...i eventually won't wan la..
you know me..
im shy.

and i gtg..

bye my darling readers.
=)

2006-01-21T04:10:00.000-08:00

i want my friends back.
oh God please help me.
this is all my fault.
i dunno whats gotten into me.
shit.

some things are just better left unsaid.

2006-01-21T00:01:00.000-08:00

im stuck at home.
and i have a shitload of homework to do.

my sister is asleep. yes, she woke up in the afternoon, tv, eat den sleep again.
so yeah, i have nothing much to do.
chatting with my dearie vangge nana right now..
i cant wait to see her tmrw!

speaking of tmrw,
erin, ive got some bad news..
here it goes:
i cant go to the gig with you tmrw!
i have a rewang to attend to tmrw..
im so sorry for spoiling your plans for tmrw..
(why does every sentence have to end with a word 'tmrw?)
i feel bad =(
and to make things even worse, my handsomest uncle will be the one getting married.

yes. he is hot..
and please don't think im weird.

the class nocticeboard is halfway done.
and while doing the deco, i saw my sec 1 cousin having his first(i think) ncc air thingy.
the whole sec ones were suppose to shout, den his face like funny like that..
and i din mean to embarrass him or what by saying,"hi!" and waving frantically at him..
cos wenever i do that, he will try to make a straight face and walk away without saying hi.
and we're quite close cos he is my vangge cousin's bro..
so yeah..wadever.

im cravin for more coke lime..
its in the fridge and im alrdy fuckin lazy to go to the kitchen and get it..
so go on, blame me.

and the notebook is such a beautiful movie.
i watched it at HBO that day..
and ryan gosling is so hot like fuck.
i wanna watch it agn please.

YEESSAAA!!
its raining again!

and only my cousin noes why i love the rain..
but im afraid of it..

okay bye my lovelies.
=)

2006-01-18T04:33:00.000-08:00

ok ok.
im back.

whoaaa.
let me start..
brr its fuckin cold in here.
hold on i go switch off the fan.
****

ok im back.

many many things have been going on in school, home and anywhere else.
grandmommy got into hospital in 12 jan
and the operation was on 13.
i visited her on the 13.
visited her agn on the 14 so did in 15, 16 n 17.
see, im sucha goooood granddaughter..
but im not sure wen shes coming back.
she can walk already arr!

ok.
school school school.
my ss teacher is sucha pig.
i hate you.
fuck you go to hell cheebye tetek kau senget.

and my classmates rock. =)

ok
currently watchin american idol on starworld.
shegedegudggudugud..
the the yulia wadever made the 'bohemian rhapsody' song jadi tak sedap seh..
and that david 'sinatra' guy is sooo hott!
aahhh!!!!

okaybye.

2006-01-11T05:50:00.000-08:00

erin totally made my day.
i love you forever..
and ever and ever and ever
*dances like mr zul during poa lesson!

ok wadever.
you won't understand..
bleargh.

so back to my heroine.
she totally made my day.
but i dun think i shud say what we did.

during dnt today, me and fad kept singing old backstreet boys songs.
super fun.
my favourite song was, "i'll never break you heart.."
i used to cry when i sing that song.
last time la deng.
and i have no idea why..

fuck.
i just received a call from miss usha.
the tuition lady.
i havent been to tuition for 2 months plus alrdy.
but i told my sister to lie and say that im asleep.
and she said she was going to call my mum.
den 1 minute later she called back and told my sister that she cudnt contact my mum cos her hp was switched off (YESAA!!!) and told her to remind me about tuition tmrw.
since when tuition has shifted to a thursday?..
oh ya..i havent been coming for tuition.
i forgot..

im so ready for antm and the SL tonight.
nicole richie i so love.

suggestions on class tee06' are welcome.
from 3h-ers only.
if others got idea also can selit2 je la..

k this was wad i was thinkin,
i want a black base(i dun care)
and put a backbone in orange/white at the back of the tee with the students' names,
with red bloodstains at the front surrounding the word'3H' at the bottom right hand corner of the shirt.
ok wadever.
thats it.

its raining.
im scared.

mummyyy...

2006-01-09T05:11:00.000-08:00

school was aite.
(i said aite!)

pe was scary.
lol.
measured our height and weight.
i gained 0.3 kg and din grow!
oh yeesssaaa.
but i still think i look fat.
HRMPF.

POA was funny.
i loved it.
=)
and i became quiet during the rest of the periods.
i got tired laughing with fad and amalina.
i love making amalina laugh cos she'll go like this, "KHIKHIKHIKHIIII!!!"
then everybody will turn their attention to her then she'll blame me for makin her laugh.

aftet school headed home straight away.
fad, lenny wenta atiqah's hse,
while me risnah n amalina took 293 and went home.
slept for long hours
and woke up at 7 cos sissy made so much noise when she came home.
den i cannot sleep already.

tmrw no school.
$%"!@#!!!!!!!!!!
selamat hari raya haji. =)

i found something like a baju kurung on my bed wen i was going to sleep.
mebbe mummy bought it for tmrw.
i cant wait to see my nenek n atok and the rest of the FAMILY. =)))))

and my sister saw andrew siao(growing up; GARY)
and she said he was so fuckin gay.
he was actin so gay cos he was touchin his guyfriend(or izzit boyfriend?..) all over.
EEE!

and i cant stop saying 'feewiiitt jambu seh!' to mdm siti.

i so want that i am a monster shirt.
and i want to hug frank's body.

2006-01-08T06:23:00.000-08:00

okay im back.
sorry for the long long break.

school has been great, i guess.
im starting to like my classmates and teachers.
and i somehow like my classroom cos its in the new block.
and the ONLY reason im happy cos its in the new block is that 3E/3G is/are right beside my class.
and we dun have to assemble at the parade ground after recess.
but having recess with the rest of the upper secs is pretty much sucky.
=(

apologies to grrlies and friends for my absence yesterday.
sorrryy.
after the cancelation, mummy told me since i have got nothing to do, why not we go look for my bag.
walked around then sissy(bro was there too) decided that we shud have our dinner and we had dinner at seoul garden which made our looking and searching(for my bag) more difficult.
cos we felt so fuckin stuffed and full.
finally found my bag and reached home at 10(?)

today.
woke up at 10.41 cos i so wanted to watch embun.
so i did my mt hw.
bathed at 12.30 cos i already watched the first part.
and i dunny why but aqasha was like hot like that in the movie.
ahh. i so love that movie.

used the comp until 6.30.
later i ate and ironed my uniform.
yes, im a big girl. =)
watched tv.
ate again cos i had that sudden temptation while i was watching my sister eat.
talked on the phone with fad.
haha. we talked about last yrs ltc camp.
and wadever bullshits.

school school tmrw.
yippee!
no reason. im just HAPPY.
is it against the law or anything?

ok.
i have nothing else to say.

BYE.
i gtg dream.

2006-01-02T07:45:00.000-08:00

kay.
skools startin tmrw.
zomfg. im so so excited..
i really really cant wait.
amalina told me ruo hao will be wearing contacts. i bet he'll look HOT!
i miss amalina so much.
and not forgetting the girlfriends.
FADDY, LENNY, RISNAH, ATIQAH, NISA, TEHAH, AMINAH..and the list goes on but the mentioned ones are the most important to me.
and of cos my 2G classmates.
AAAHHHH..!

meeting fads tmrw morning i think.

a friend told me that i might be suffering from insomnia.
hahahaha.
yes i know...
ok fine i dunno.
but wadever..
ive been havin constant sleepless nights for weeks.
and now with me being excited about tmrw makes things even worse.
i'll only fall asleep at 3 or 4.
and mummy woke me up at 10 or eleven(?) and i was alrdy complaining like nobody's business.
so how tmrw?..
well, lets just see.

new years resolution.
~stop creatin enemies. please. wtf?..
~minimize the number of times of me being sent for detention.
~less computer.
~less tv
~~~less frank. =(~~
~less mcr or wadsoever. (nak strikeout?)
~focus more on studies. (haha. -_-")
ok i swear i have no more ideas..

lets all go kiss some of this. =)

toodles. =))

2005-12-31T05:57:00.000-08:00

this is a picture from the anugerah thingy.
credits to LENNY NATASYA=).

i dun care what you people think but hes hot..
see lenny can still lean on him. gaaahhh.
u lucky girl.
her sister had some connections o smthin and they got to take pictures with all of the finalists.
oh wells.
thx for pictures, len.
=)

ok bye again.

2005-12-31T05:17:00.000-08:00

muchmusic yearbook 2005 which MCR co hosted was soooo awesomeee.
im too lazy to elaborate so i'll just show the pixxies i found.
=)
starting:

wee.

oh lookie frank!

yes, frank was sitting on gee's lap.

hold meee gee. adorablee. hahas.

snake! AHH!
and the host leah miller was being sucha flirt.
she was practically throwing herself at frank throughout the whole show..

have a happy new yr.
pixxies from the anugerah thingy at eastpoint will be posted as soon as elsa sends them.
=)

toodles.

2005-12-29T07:35:00.000-08:00

schools starting soon.
in 3 days time i think?..
whatever.
im just not looking forward to it.
i still havent got my shoes yet.
oh wait, a bag too.
ahhhh.

alaa. i dun want t go skool la. i want to stay at home. sleep at 2-3, wake up in the afternoon. watch tv all day. eat all day. use the comp all day. but theres only 24 hours in a day rite.
whatever. the point is, i dun wanna go to school. but then again, i really miss amalina. and of cos, my gfs. i miss them oh so fuckin much. imma have to use less of the computer. watch less tv. eat less too. cos im growin fat..i ate 3 times during lunch just now. can you believe it.
ahh whatever.
and that makes 3 whatever..

WHAT-FUCKIN-EVER LAAA!
sheesh.
im so pissed.
at what? i have no idea..
mebbe its bcos of skool reopening..?
i dunno.

i need a haircut.
i do i do i do-oooh.

so today was pretty much a fucked up day.
dad's not wrking tmrw.
RATS!

the early september's ever so sweet is so bloody nice.
well, im just so attached to it.

yay school happy happy.
bloody fuck la happy.
maybe movin on to my lj since theres nothing much here.
which sucks.
so i might as well get used to the silent treatment there at lj.
oh yaa..
i started my lj several months ago.
early of this year i think.
i've been pretty much happy with it.
HRMPF!
and im tryin to keep it on a down low.
so if you know the webbie for my lj i suggest you keep your fuckin mouth shut.
ok?..
thankyou.
HAHA! as if people want to go liddat.
things already sucks for me over here.

&i think i hate you.
losers.

so long.
see you next year i guess.
&happy new yr.
=)

2005-12-28T05:28:00.000-08:00

im so lovin ryan cabrera's new video.
and the girl from the veronicas is sooooo pretty.
i literally cried my heart out wen i saw them kissing each other.
aaahhhhggrrrgghh.

antm was so hilarious.
sarah cant wear heels!
jay is so hot like wtf sia.
and twiggy was in ittttt!!
ah. she still looks hot.
good thing i still keep pictures of her in my folder.

this picture always makes me feel like buying an eyelasher.
but i eventually wont.
mebbe this time i will.

and mommy just got me a new hp.
and a new sim card too.
its still the same no.
so yeah.
im happy.
and i got a pretty black skirt too
i love mummy ever so much.

the school of rock is on tv.
aahh. i've always loved that movie.
i love jack black.
hes hot.
BLLAAHH!

2005-12-26T09:12:00.000-08:00

match between man u n west brom was..
=)
and i just cant keep my eyes off alan smith.
the cameraman(mebbe woman?) too.

filza came to my house at 5 or 6.
and she went home at 8.
its really fun having her there.
cos its the only time when my sister won't ignore us.
cos shes my sister's friend.
and me and effa are really close to her.
and sister will always bring her here and we could talk to each other bout everything.
ok.
i'm just happy.
cos dad was standing behind me.
and he slrdy told me its late and i should turn off.
then he stood behind me while i was browsing thru myspace
then he went back to his room without saying a word.
soo a PHEEWW for that.
and brother got a little pissed cos he missed grey's anatomy just now.
cos we were watching football and he was in the room talkin on the phone.
and now he's watchin lost.
gaah.
i really have nothing much to say.
thats cause there is actually ALOT that i want to say but i forgot.
everything.

& people,
any suggestions in where pretty/cheap/good quality bags are being sold?...
no sling bags for now..
and i dun carry handbags thankyouverymuch.
=)
so yeaah..
tell me as soon as possible.
and i just realise that i shud stop saying this:
"i cant wait for school to reopen!"..
cos a friend just reminded me..
school=waking up early=fuckedup
ahuh..thats rite.
that is one thing i shud be thinkin bout.

haaa.
chatting with lennydarl rite now.
and thats all i have to say.

wait!
*making sure i hav nothing left to say*
hmmm...

nuff said.
i have nothing else to say.

wait. i just told lenny sumthin,
and im really proud of it.
this was what i said:

` SHAF. ::____chocolates say "i love you", flowers say "i'm sorry".. says:
u see uh..guys are like shoes.
` SHAF. ::____chocolates say "i love you", flowers say "i'm sorry".. says:
you cant go look for shoes..THEY have to come to YOU

*added to 'phrases of SHAF-ISM'

you see?..
you see?..
well, i hope girls will learn something from it.
toodles.

2005-12-22T23:12:00.000-08:00

oh god help me.

im sooo addicted to click five's say goodnight.
haha.
ive been listening to it for months alrdy,
and now im addicted.
kinda slow huh.
its just stuck in my head..
pop princess used to be my fave.
wait, its still my fave.
oh god. eric i want your voice.

yesterdays bbq was erm..
how should i say..
better than the other bbq' ive had.?..
nah..elyssa's bbq was good too.
whatever.
i had a blast.
cos i got wet and dirty and the same time.
and i fell off the bicycle.
HAHAHA.
but there wasnt much pple around.
risnah was at the back screaming her ass off sia.
it was hilarious.
i stood up and started laughing.
and i made a hole on my jeans.
at the knee part.
to make things worse, they were my sister's jeans.
eh, if make the hole bigger on the knees liddat,
then it will turn out like this:

recognise those sexy jeans?..
ok fine.
those fingers.
take a look at those god-damn-sexy fingers.
on his, *turns body sideways..thinks for a while..*
left hand!
its frank la you dumb dicks.
okay.
if my sister reads this.
shes so gonna kill me.
people! do you have my coffin ready?!
can i share a coffin with frank please?..
its IERO, frank IERO's coffin.
thanks alot. =)

i'll post the pixxies up as soon as i received them from lenny.
=)
ouchh.
my knee hurts.

hmm..
what else.
what else...!

oh yar.
my sister got into sprinfield sec.
her first year.
yeah i know.
the skool like wtf rite.
ok. no..not the school.
the idiots who decides the school.
whatever.
she'll be more chirpy and happy after she kills me.
=)

theres no easy way to say goodbye.
there isnt.
watever.
i dun care.
i just say,
so long suckass.

2005-12-22T22:51:00.000-08:00

you are either a "punk" or an "indie
snob"! why don't you go start a shit-core
band or listen to some pavement!

*how emo are you?*
brought to you by

oh wow.
how surprising.
bleargh.

2005-12-21T07:27:00.000-08:00

okay hello.

lets talk about antm.
erm.
i dun think i like this one.
i dunno.
cos i was on the computer and watching tv at the same time.
and i dun really like the winner la.
nak cakap jambu pon..bleargh..
but i really like lisa.
=)

okay so anyway.
i was at school in the morning until 7.
finished the painting in our drama/dance room.
oh god.
im so so excited.
its soooo pretty.
good thing i brought my buruk shirt and painted my ass off.
i had paint everywhere.
me, raidah and puvana started painting at 1 i think.
then jiawen soon joined cos she was at school and was free.
at 4.20, puvana left and miss tang came and brought the cool blue paint.
and we painted like crazy until finish.
then ms tang balanja-ed us pizza which was super duper finger-lickin-ly yummy.
and reached home at 7.
i think
okay wadever.
i wanna go now cos simple life is on tv.
haha.
i love nicole richie.
BYEESS!

2005-12-20T07:04:00.000-08:00

first things first.

i had the ceret-beret.
next day, along came mr runny nose.
following day, started to feel nauseated.
and yes...____.
then the next day, i started to feel better.
=)
i still have the stupid runny nose la.

okay.
on which day i cant remember,
i wenta watch my sister's team compete in a street soccer tournament near TM.
first day they won two matches and drawed 1.
seriously, watching her street soccer matches are way better then watching a man u match on tv..
and also you get to see LOTS of HANDSOME GIRLS there..)
so anyway, i went there again to root for them hoping they'd make it to the finals, or even better, to WIN.
on the first half of the day.
they won 2 matches and lost 1.
=)
then on the afternoon
met aunties cousins and others at BK.
had lunch and went back for the other half.
won all the matches.
and guess what?..
THEY WON!
THEY FUCKIN WON!
OH YEAH!

i couldnt believe it sia.
haha.
they were considered as the underdogs there uh.
seriously.
but the managed to win everysingle match and in the end they won.
and my sister brought home an epson printer.
macam maner aku tak happy?
ahh..tu dier!

=)

okays.
cute.
<3
this is from the nov. issue of KERRANG mag.
its smthing like their tour diary sumthing wadever wadever.
"FRANK IERO: "When we tour the UK, my body goes on strike and will not adapt to the time difference out of spite. I woke up at 4pm, put a book and my iPod in a bag, make sure i had my toothbrush and make my way out of the bus. At that exact moment my knee became lodged between two bunks and I twisted my knee. i fell over and made afew girly noises, then hobbled down to soundcheck outside is frigid but our backstage room is a sauna...amazing! After words i went outside to meet some kids. One present was five pairs of coloured briefs with each of our name on it. Mine said 'Frank the Zaniest'. I don't know if thats a compliment. The show soon followed. The kids kicked my ass.. solid day.."

one of the things why i love FRANK so much.
aaaaaahhhhhh.
and that meaaannnss..
..
yes. =)

going back to school tmrw to help out with the eldds room.
aahh..i have paint on my jeans.
and i still have paint on my tapak kaki.
shit.

okay.
i really have to put this up.
i seriously think everybody looked hot in this shoot.
and i like gerard's nose
oh god its so fuckin cute.
kerrang<3

okay byees.

2005-12-16T05:40:00.000-08:00

ohh..god.
i haveee to post this up.
pic from erin-the-heroine =)

i simply find this sexy.
just look at it!
oh god.
BERT! GET OUTTA MY WAY!
ITS MY TURN!

hohoho.
christmas is in nine days.
so MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO DUN CELEBRATE HARI RAYA OR DEEPAVALI!

2005-12-15T07:35:00.000-08:00

I LOVE MY MOMMY.
I LOVE MY MOMMY.
IM SOO SORRY.
LOVEE YOUU.
with<3, SHAF.

pixxies frm yest's pit.
:

my hair like dunno wad.
ahh fucks.

2005-12-15T05:14:00.000-08:00

siala.
adam levine in kanye's heard 'em say video is so fcukin hot like wad.
aahh..i want to marry you la.
oh fuck, im still 14.

im sick.
and only my sister noes.
and she cooked me mee maggi.
aww, now thats cute.
i love you.

and now i dun think im allowed to go out.
ahh..wtf.
i dun care, i wanna stay home.
cos im sick.
and i have been in and out of the toilet.

ehh i love criss angel's body la.
and hes so hot.
he kinda looks like frank.
OK SHUT UP LA!

2005-12-13T18:30:00.000-08:00

good morning people.
yes, its morning.
my sissy woke me up cos she needed someone to help her curl her hair.
hah.
so i woke up at arnd 8 something and curled the hair la.
gaahh..
she met elsa went out at 10.
ok..
and now its time to wait for princess(AHEM!) lenny to wake up.
cos i have to go there with her.
yuhoo..
you still sleeping izzit?

i finished the book i borrowed yesterday.
yes, i went to the library sometime this week.
i cant really remember.
i was forced to wake up, remember..?
so yeah, i finished CANDY.
quite nice.
AALLOOTT of suspense i tell you.
scared the shit outta me sometimes.
and this guy in the book, he was called Iggy,
and everytime i saw his name,
it reminded me of 50cents.
cos this Iggy guy was black, big, muscular, and had tattoos.
so in other words SCARY and DISGUSTING.
disgusting as in..'GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS!'..thats all he cud think about.
you ged wad i mean?..
*shooking head..* i dun think so.

lenny. wake up please. i wanna go there now.
raidah. wake up please. i want my money now.
hahahaha.
im broke wad!

i'll go watch LB now.
gaahh.

toodles.

2005-12-11T23:47:00.000-08:00

click me!

omfg.
its so awesome.
heard 30 secs of it only.
NICE NICE NICE!
esp thankyou for the venom.
god help me.
ok. i wanna go out alrdy.
i realize that im going out almost everyday.

i bought my books alrdy.
i went to school on my dad's vespa.
hahaahhahaha
tata.

2005-12-10T21:12:00.000-08:00

im back.

yesterday was super duper fun.
went out with my sissy and darling vangge diyana.
nana came to our house before going.
headed to TM first cos sissy wanted to get stuffs for her friends.
and i got me new black rubber bangles.
then went straight to tp mrt and stopped at bugis.
went bugis street cos sissy wanted to get something to wear for the 14 dec thing.
and me and cuzzy too bought somethingg too.
NANA!
I STILL CANT GET MY EYES OFF THE SHIRT.
I LOVE IT TOO MUCH.
hahas.

then wenta BK and ate.
was looking for a table when this two minah kentals started to look at me.
like wtf.
ahh..cudnt care less la.
after that walked around some more and walked walked.
then we took neoprints. haha.
cudnt help it la.
we were having so so much fun.
we started shouting in the booths like some bangla.
gosh. it was so so hilarious.
esp wen nana does the DARLING VANGGE thing.
snaps. :

thats my sister in the middle. shes 12.
and my cuzzy, nana.

pic of the day.

there are more but im just too lazy to put them up.

so anyways, after that we wenta eunos and headed to nisa's house
to pass the shirt.
she was having some open house at that time and she cudnt go out.
haha.
yes, nisa is pretty.
HAHAHAHAHA.
we took the bus agn to go back to the mrt but we terlepas the busstop cos we were so rapt wen talking bout 'G_ _N'..i think.
we went down at some changi street dunno where.
we traced back our steps and finally reached the mrt eunos.
gross. so many pakciks gatal araound.
no wife to turn to izzit?..
aku kahwin kan kau ngn veelas baru tau.
was walking wen i came up with a song.
this is how it goes..its nothing actually.
its a one-word song la.
me : GI GI GI GI GI GI GI GI GI
me&effa: GIIIIIAAAAAAANNNN!
nana :*shubab shubab*
...and theres more la.
god. so fuckin hilarious.
its still in my head.
and the britney spears's hit me baby one more time's 'STILL BELIEVE!' part too.
i cudnt stop laughing wen i watched freaky friday and wen chad was singing to the mother outside her house..FFUUNNYY LLAAA!
must go and watch.

OK!
so after that we wenta woodlands to visit our grandparents..
such sweeeeet grandchildren arent we?..
together now: AAWWW..!
yes, we went there.
we changed and ate.
AAHHH..
and getting to see amirah.
nana's mom and brothers came soon after.
talked and laughed in the room.
and at arnd 10 went into my grandmom's room with 2 of my aunties and watched a stupid cekerama.
the movie made me curse and swear alot cos i got really angry when watching.
grr. i hate those type of movies.
watched cast away after that and it made me cry during the he-lost-wilson part.
god. i almost cried la..but i couldnt cos there were too much noise around me.
made of cos by my cousins.
slept after that.
woke up at an irritating time of 9 and headed home at 11.
i wish i could stay there longer.

ok.
i wanna say something.
i love frank's facial hair. it doesnt look ugly or disgusting on him
AT ALL.
brandon has facial hair but i find it disgusting and it makes me thing that he doesnt shave his armpits either.
but for frank, i dun give a shit.
why dun i give a shit?..
because i love him.
and i noe he loves me too.
=)

obvious proof.

and i so wanna get their action fig.
fuck. they need to have it sold in singapore.
don 't they noe that if i dun have them as soon as possible, im gonna kill myself.
don't they noe that?..
don't they fuckin noe that?

this is bob. pretty isnt it.
but i wan a 'frank'.

and now i have to go.
cos my nenek and nek busu are coming.
and i thot hari raya was over..

2005-12-09T05:34:00.000-08:00

i miss frank.
i miss frank.

ceh.
cam matair gitu.

<3
hahas.

2005-12-09T04:50:00.000-08:00

hello hello people.

stayed home for today.
was planning an outing with sissy and nana today.
but unfortunately, nana woke up at arnd 4/5?..
yeah..and we were spose to tell her this morning.
but we din want to disturb her sleep.
LONG LONG SLEEEP..best?

so maybe will go tmrw.
since i alrdy told her.
and hopefully will be passing a tee shirt to nisa to get it alrtered.
hahahahahs. =)
caaant wait!

and i have this sudden addiction of michelle branch's songs.
well yes, i am a fan of her.
but its weird cos everytime i come online,
it is a MUST for me to play her songs many many times.
and i like it. =))

oh yar..
ashlee simpson and braxton olita are dating!
=)
god, i've always had a crush on him.
since the first time i saw him on the ashlee simpson show.
he's one of the bandmates btw.
here's him:

he's the one smiling widely beside ashlee.
gaaarrgghhhh..!

byes. =)

2005-12-08T01:24:00.000-08:00

since the day after the drama&dance camp,
i've been going out with family and friends for 5 days straight.
and now it feels weird staying at home.
after the camp,..
AYUNI's(lenny's sister) BBQ cum B'DAY PARTY
here are the pixxies:[ok. the pixxies are a 'little' too big.]

thanks for the invitation len. =)

ESCAPE.
wenta escape with nana and her 2 little brothers, her parents and her mom's friend.
had a blast. =)
me n sissy wudnt have that fun if it wasnt for her.
saw shamini and her friends there.
____ DARLING! nak bukak ke TTutop?
lols.

OUTING WITH MOMMY DEAREST.
the next day, went out with mommy to get me a new pair of shoes.
my old shoes were thoroughly ruined.
so got me new chuck taylor shoes.
i love them and i love mommy cos i din have to pay her back. =)
bought me things to wear and wadever stuffs.

OUTING WITH SISSY,MOMMY&DADDY.
sissy wanted to get new shoes too.
bought her a pair of pretty shoes too. =)
walked2 and went home soon.
my brother got a little jealous cos we din get for him shoes.
hah. wad a sissy.

OUTING WITH GRRLIES.(half of em.)
it was pretty fun i guess.
though lenny was in a bad mood.
hah. i'd rather not talk about it.
wenta eat at BK. walked arnd orchard to look for bags.
but nothing attracted us la.
only nisa n lenny were looking for bags.
fad slacked and accompanied.
and as for me, i was just keeping my eyes open for hunks.
...jus kidding.
i was actually opening my eyes for that one thing i've always wanted.
haha. lame sia.
headed to bugis and looked for THAT THING and nisa n lenny's bag.
and i finally got it. but it needs alot of alteration laa.
nisa, call your tailor now!
and nisa/lenny finally got their bags.
and all of em finished their money.
cept for me. hahas.
though fad went home empty-handed, she was broke too.
and i really wanna finish my money on something good.
something worth it.
maybe a fall out boy cd?..
ive always wanted one of those. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
no pixxies. =(

ok so now,
what am i thinkin?..
god.
yesterday's episode of LB..
tho ive watched it from my computer for like a gazillion times,
i still love it.
i LOOVVEEE jason and LC's date.
they looked so cute together. tho she was 1 yr older than jason.
jason was so hot. but he's a player. =(
but he looks ever so fine i tell you..
ok wait, lemme get a picture of him.

sorry. i cudnt get a pic of him,
but here's everybody.
from left to right:
Jeff.B, taylor, talan, jessica, cedric, morgan, dieter, alex.m, casey, stephen, Lauren/LC, JASON and alex.h
haha.
when i watch previous episodes, it suddenly made me like stephen.
duh. he is hot but i hated him for not hooking up with lauren.
and i hate kristin.
wow. feels good to get that off my chest.
haha. its obvious isnt it.
everybody hates kristin.

if i were to get a husband or a boyfriend,
i want my guy to have these factors:
-singing voice like RYAN CABRERA
-hair like the click five's lead singer ERIC.
-body of JAMES BLUNT. (dun laugh. im serious. i hate muscles and i hate guys who have obvious rib bones. what a turn off.)
-a very cool attitude towards a girlfriend like stephen. (no players.)
with features like these, who needs jude law or frank iero?..
ok..mebbe not frank,..orlando bloom?

im just bored.
and its been a long long time since i wrote entries as long as this.
imma go watch tv.

toodles. =)

2005-12-03T20:45:00.000-08:00

yay.
off to escape.
lets ride the ride of death.
in to the panasonic building.
=)

went to ayuni's (lenny's sister. FERGIE! lols.) birthday bbq yest.
so fun. =) wee~!
her sister(ayuni only.. ahem! JOKING!) was PRETTY. hahas.
went with fads and nisa. <3
pic will be put up soon.
hahas. i always say that.

BYE!
=) hey! im smiling.

2005-11-30T08:17:00.000-08:00

heyos.
ok i dun wanna repeat again but it looks like i have to.
so anyway..will be off to the drama/dance camp tmrw morning.
packed halfway.
toiletries not packed yet.
and i still havent ask lenny for the list again.
i dun wanna upset her with my short term memory loss-ness.
aaahh. *laugh laugh*.

okay.
im really confused.
and i actually drooled while watching the 101 sexiest celebrity bodies.
sadly jude law was above 50..and johnny depp too.
hahaha. ok im not really laughing.
and i cant wait for next week's laguna beach.
JASON AND LC!!! wee~!
but seriously, i dun like jason.
hes hot and whatever but i honestly dun like the way he treated alex.
and i hate KRISTIN! yeah. finally, talan's over her.
you go, talan. and i think talan is hot. VEERRYY..

ok. this guy here. is of course..TALAN TORRIERO
woots!

okay. erm.
bye?

2005-11-29T07:10:00.000-08:00

ok.
plans on going to the library eventually backfired.
ahh fucks.
i need to get out of this house.
mum's on the afternoon shift.
and dad will be staying at home.
FOR THE WHOLE DAY.
and i dun wanna stay.
aahh please somebody take me out.
nana. its bout time you take me out.
pleasee!

*day out with grrlies will not be until next next week?..
omfg. no need liddat la.
tell you what, if anyone of you are free and dun wanna rot at home,
there's always me. so please.
you know what to do.

2005-11-27T23:18:00.000-08:00

fun.

haha. i still think he's hot.

hahaha..
UFF..UFF..UFF!

haha.
okay im trying really hard to get over what i accidently said to lenny instead of nana.
god.
she must think im sick. hahaha.
hahaha. whatever.
IM A BIG FAN OF HIM! YEAH!
& he's the richest teenager in britain.
wow!

BYE!

2005-11-27T20:53:00.000-08:00

boredom strikes.

i really need someone to entertain me.
im desprate.
PLEASE!

i wanna watch elizabethtown!
when is it coming out?..
somebody can tell me?..
god, i watched behind the scenes on E! and it was a really good synopsis.
=)

reading thick thick books like the harry potter series really kills time.
in a good way.
maybe going to the library with sissy tmrw.
cant wait to borrow books! OH YEAH!

plans plans.

til then,
so long.

2005-11-26T12:13:00.000-08:00

hello people.
will post up the pics from the act drama retreat showcase as soon as possible.
if dun receive them and not post them up, maybe then it'd be much better.
so it wont keep on reminding me of that dumb stupid event.
arrhh..
ive done too much complaining at my you-dunno-where.
shall not elaborate here.

RAIDAH! i want the pics at seoul garden and the pic of benji and the clown.
god. so embarrassing.
benji came up to the clown and asked him, "can i take a picture?.."
haha. everybody arnd us were looking and whispering.

whatever.
life is pretty rough for me right now.
so please try not to piss me off. haha.
shopping starts next week grrlies? PLEASE!

MCR rocks me like no other.
never fail to cheer me up la.
=)
i want.

til then,
so long.

2005-11-25T20:15:00.000-08:00

what is it with hollywood couples these days?!
nick and jessica just broke up.
erm..divorced?..
hah. even jennifer and brad.
but now he's living happily with jolie.
OH YEAH! and now kirsten is dating with leonardo.
sheesh. ive never liked him.
and i dun think he's even close to cute.
oh well.

wenta skool at 12.
met eldds pple at the atrium.
then went down to the basement to look for props which we can use for tmrw's performance.
oohh..shit. just the thot of it makes my stomach go "GBGGRRLKGBGHLGR".
i read thru my sister's CHOOSE UR SEC SKUL" book.
and i checked out the skools competing tmrw's SYF awards.
phew. so far no GOLD(hons) uh..
luckily no schools like commonwealth and RI sia.

anyway,
yesterday's TRL was erm..WEE!
haha. my daniel radcliffe was there.
omfg. he was so godamn adorable.
YEAAH!

soo..
tmrw's the DAY.
please shaf, remember to bring:
-FILE for interview.
-LETTER from 'boyfriend'. my boyfriend's name is DANIEL! =)
(how coincidental!)
-Ah So shirt for Jiawen.
-Fadilah's stencil ruler.
-my own costume, of course. =D
and er..THATS IT!
just make sure i put these into my bag!
GOODLUCK TO US!
hopefully we'll get to win.
ok, maybe not to that extent, just getting the 3rd or 2nd would be good enough.

plans on going out with grrlies will be made next week!
haha. sabar lenny. sabar beb.

til then,
so long.

2005-11-25T19:05:00.000-08:00

The topic: Your 5 BAD habits.
1. Touching my hair and making sure it looks fine. DOH!
2. Talk really fast especially when its about something or someone i like.
3.Coming late for meetings with the Grrlies/ELDDS members.
4.Being SO SO forgetful.
5. Making ugly faces and scaring people away. Esp to KIDS.

People to tag:LALA=), NANAdarling<3, EFFA!, dini* & mira=D

Okay.
I am addicted to That's so Raven.
I am addicted to MTV tho i hate it sometimes.
I am addicted to MCR!
I am addicted to CCHHEEESEEEE!
I am addicted to FRANKiero. <3
I am addicted to GerardWay.
I am addicted to myGRRLIES!

okay,
am i done yet?

til then,
so long.

2005-11-23T23:12:00.000-08:00

ok hello people.

yesterday was a blast.
it was the 2nd and last day of the drama retreat.
took the train with the rest of the drama pple.
was on the way to city hall. i sat and blasted my ear with fallout boy. then this chinese guy sat beside me. he took his phone out, kept it and took his book and read it for only, ONLY 2-3 minutes. he kept it and went to sleep. omg, please i beg ar, never EVER EVER sleep in the train. the train dah la asik goyang2 beh kau nak tidur.
so anyway that guy went to sleep and i tell you he fell asleep pretty quick.
then i suddenly felt that guy leaning onto me. i turned to him and i got the SHOCK OF MY LIFE! i tell you, im not exaggerating. i turned and i saw that guy's head leaning to the window with his mouth WIDE OPEN!
awful nak mampos sia. i was laughing so hard inside me. and this chinese lady standing infront of me was giving me a smile.
sheesh. please laa. if you dun want to embarrass urself and if you're taking the train to work or skool or wadsoever, be gay and take an early sleep. PLEEAASSEE! its disgusting too. you sleep with your mouth wide open. gosh i swear if i had a camera with me, i'd taken his picture and show it to everyone. tidur dalam train lagi la..

so anyway, the 2nd day of drama retreat was great. we decided on our plot and acted it out. and it was sucha waste for us to interact with regent sec within the last minute of our prac. we talked, laughed and gossipped bout other skools.and even shared ice-cream. hah. and if it wasnt for our dear miss bio, we wudnt be frens with the other students too. =)
at 4.15 all 6 skuls went into the big room and shared our skits. telok kurau shared first. theirs was pretty hilarious but it was short cos the rest of the part were in progress. wen we found out that other skools were doing half of their skits ONLY, we panicked cos we had actually rehearsed EVERYTHING. so after telok kurau was st nics. and regent sec soon after. theirs was really nice. it was very abstract n very theatre-ish.
i really love the reciting of the poem.
and after that was ours. so in the end we decided to do until the 3rd scene only but actually we had 7 scenes in total. we did the part me coming out of prison. [i play the EX-drug addict..=c]and we had angels and devils to influence my mind. the 2nd scene is the one with the kpo aunties played by puv, zoo and jiawen. they made REALLY good kpo aunties. and i came along feeling all excited to see my parents and return home. then the kpo aunties spotted me and started to fill me questions which i din noe how to answers cos most of them were about prison stuffs. like, "ehh..just came back from prison izzit?".."how did they treated you? there go toilets not?".."were the food there nice?..you look so skinny!" so in end she told them that she really din have time and had to go. so she walks away.
kpo neighbours "followed her up to see what happens next" and that was the end of scene 2.
she was actually hesitant to press the doorbell cos a part of her was telling her that her parents wouldnt accept her but the other half was telling her the other way. and she was confident that her parents would accept her. mother opened the door, shocked to see her home and started screaming at her. asking her to leave. father did the same thing. the minute the father starts to scold her and chase me out, the audience and even the trainers laughed like mad. haha. i guess it was because BENJAMIN was playing the FATHER. imagine that. benji is always the one who plays the kid and to ask him to scream and chase someone out of the house is totally another story. and then the mother throws out all of her clothes and forced her to leave. and the thing that really moved the trainers and also the students was that when the mother slams the door at her face, she realises that no matter what happens. tho she takes drugs or just came out of prison, she is still her daughter. she peeps at the hole and saw her daughter on the ground, picking up her clothes and she started to break down and cry. i leave the scene and that was the end of scene three.
so we stopped and actually "TOLD" the trainers that the rest of the skit is still under construction.
waited impatiently for the rest of the skools to finish sharing.
along came the comments and praises from the trainers.
ok, i couldnt really recall what the trainers said for the other skools but we sure did remembered ours. and there was this part where the trainers were spose to give comments to st nics. and this malay-but-with-POWERFUL-slang-guy who was the trainer cudnt remember their performance and he actually said, "was it the one about the LIFE AFTER PRISON story?" and that life-after-prison was OUR story. and i thought that we did well until we left an impression on him. get what i mean?..so whatever. the malay-but-with-POWERFUL-slang-guy said he really enjoyed ours and he thought that the ANGEL&DEVIL idea was kinda interesting and some other things. =)
the next trainer was the wee wee guy. he's the chinese old guy and i think he's acting in one of the chinese shows that is showing on tv right now. i dunno. and we were so so PLEASED with his comments. he enjoyed it so much and thought that FADILAH(hoohoo!) was one of the BEST in the skit. god fads, he's so right. and the next trainers whose name was sazli i think. he said pretty much the same things uh. oh god, then i got more excited.
next was the rodney=) guy. omfg. shut up. ok this was briefly what he said, "ok guys, a 1000(im not exaggerating) points to all of you for writing such a different story. what i find interesting about it was bcos you guys did an AFTER-PRISON story instead of a story about ON-THE-PROCESS of taking drugs. and i'd like to (fill in the blanks) to [ME]. (he was looking in my eyes you noe you mothertooters!) i liked the naitivity in you when you actually said "HI" to the aunties instead of hiding yourself. so yeah, i enjoyed it.." and ended with a SMILE (at me!). oohh fuckin cute bodoh. ok, that was what he BRIEFLY said. tooohoooo!
and serena who really looks like katie holmes was impressed with us and christina our trainer was sure what we had to do next. just practise, practise and PRACTISE. and that was it.
omfg. we were fuckin shocked sia. since day 1, dmn has been the ONLY skool without a talkative and outspoken one so we were actually pushed to the back of the room bcos we were just so darn quiet. so the performance will be on this sat at some teochew building.
soo..
GOODLUCK TO THE OTHER 11 SKOOLS COMPETING THIS SAT!
=)

had rehearsal today. and ended at 5+.
i need to get a white teeshirt by tmrw. wahliao.
so maybe will be getting one tmrw afternoon cos rehearsal starts at 2.30.
any kind soul can accompany me go buy den follow me to skool and stay for the rehearsal. you can leave after we get the teeshirt.
PLEASE OH PLEASE!

i feel i have alot of things to say but i cant really remember now.
it just sucks cos you really have lots to say wen you're away from the computer but when you're using it, and updating ur blog, everything just disappears.

hilary duff's performance at AMA sucked sia.
she din even sang live. and her beat of my heart song was so fuckin irritating. esp the "to the beat of my..to the beat of my.." and the "AWAY AWAY!" no please, YOU go AWAY!
OMFG. i hate it sia. and i absolutely hate her. to hell with her fans la.
she just suck. she cant sing and i think lindsay acts better than her. she sings better too. at least she sang live sia.
ARGH! somebody please shoot meher.

i gtg.
just darn pissed la.
cos mum's at work and DAD is at home.
when are sissy and gay brother going to come back.
i really need someone to entertain me besides my other sister.
all she can do is ask me whether im done with the entry or not.
and my answer is no.

til then,
so long.

2005-11-21T22:53:00.000-08:00

i hate her man.
what a show-off.
hello! i watched it the day after the premiere.
and all the things ive mentioned to her and other sibs, she repeated it agn as if she was the first one to watch it.
ah fucks. but then again
THANKS FOR THE SHOES!
it made my feet feel so SANDY..
but then agn, thanks. =)

so anyway,
today's drama retreat for the anti-drugs thingy went surprisingly fine.
i actually thot i was going to die of boredom to just listen to police officers talking bout drugs.
well, it actually made my feet feel the semut-semut thing but it turned out to be quite oookkaaayy..
there were other schools joining us.
the ones i noe were from region sec, telok kurau, bedok green, clementi something sec and st nicholas girls'.
well i guess thats everything.
so, there was this girl from telok kurau who looked so much like aminah's cousin. meiha i think. i dun remember her name but that girl's name is shamihah. close?..i think so too. and she kept on turning back and looking at me. hah, mebbe she recognises me from the bazaar we had at skul last time. and of cos, i pe t-shirt. HAHA. if im wrong, then i must be hallucinating things..KETAMINE!
ok, i still have not gotten over the CME drug talk yet.
so will be going to that starhub centre place there again.
and im not looking forward to it. wait, hmm..mebbe i should!
OK DIAM!

and i hafta admit, i tend to get very chatty and talkative when talking bout things that i LOVE. really L.O.V.E. like for example that special someone that noone noes. i will also tend to speak very fast and make that person nod as if he/she understands but actually its the other way.
im sorry to all my grrlies if i had make you do a white lie by nodding and saying that you understand when you dun in the first place. =)
and esp to RAIDAH. im sure you're having cramps with your neck from all the nodding ive made you do since this morning.
and to anyone else.
IM SORRY! hah.

& hopefully raidah wud be coming tmrw.
if not..then maybe i'd jump down the building from the pathetic 3rd floor. i think i wud be able to survive that.
okay la i stink already.

aww..austin is crying.

til then,
so long.

2005-11-19T08:40:00.000-08:00

piss off la you asshole.
i hate you.
oh yes i do.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

2005-11-18T13:48:00.000-08:00

Yesterday watched HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE with darling lenny and nisa. =)met them at the interchange at 3.30pm [lenny was on time this time! =D] and nisa came soon after.
decided to watch it at Plaza Singapura cos i was told that Tampines GV was packed.
headed there and bought tickets to the 5.30 show. had lunch at LJS and went into the cinema at 5.20?..i dunno.
the movie was GGEERREEAAATTTT!!! they added 2 super duper HUNKS too! Cedric and lenny's Victor Krum. haha.
i dun see the reason why anyone should miss it. and for DANIEL RADCLIFFE fans, you'll get to see him TOPLESS! youch!
the movie got kinda emotional at the end. =(
and during halfway thru the end, lenny said it was already 8.
time flieess soooo darn fast i tell you.
the movie lasted for 2hrs 30 minutes?..
got out of the cinema arnd 8.20+. went to town and lenny bought something to wear for tmrw. and i headed home after that while nisa and lenny wenta bugis to buy stuffs. i reached home almost 10?..
but PHEWW..din get any scolding from mummy cos i explained to her that i watched it at PS and the movie ended at 8+..

SO..anyone willing to treat me to HP&GOF again?..
haha!

<3333
oh god. i still prefer him with the long hair..but watthehell.
=)

& sissy watched just like heaven yesterday.

CEDRIC!!

drool all you want. hahaa.

til then,
so long.

2005-11-16T20:53:00.000-08:00

FUCK YOU FRIENDSTER! =)

& i find blogging boring already cos i dun think people do read my blog.
gr gr gr.

HARI RAYA-ing with the grrlies yesterday was the BEST.
cept that something DISTURBING happened to ME..
HEARTS GRRLIES. <33
**pics will be put up soon. =D

ouch. my throat hurts.
and today got laguna beach.
yay for me!

& i cant wait for the harry potter movie to come out.
who wanna watch with me?..
sorry, can't treat ya.
=(

til then,
so long.

2005-11-14T07:47:00.000-08:00

dad was the first person to leave the house this morning.
will be reaching home arnd 8+?
----
after that lil sissy wenta skool.
reached home arnd 1+ and went hari raya-ing agan at 3+(?) for the second time.
----
followed by sissy bro. will be back by 11+ i think
and i lil sissy told me he wore mathing colour baju kurungs with ervy yest.
OH HOW CUTE! lols.
----
sissy wenta skool and came back at 1.30pm?..
yeah arnd that time.
and she went hari raya-ing with her friends agn.
----
and momma wenta work soon after..
----
SOO0o0o...im all ALONE!
so anyway,
yest went to 2 open houses.
lenny and pak lang's.
reached her house at 2+ with amalina&risnah.
and i finally got to meet the rest of the grrlies.
and they totally made my day.
and fuh..fad dah pandai BERSOLEK seh!
YEAY! woohoo!
so anyway, arnd dunno wat time, left with amalina and wenta pak lang's hse. darling cuzzies were already there munching on chicken wings.
and..you-dunno-who was UTTERLY HOT!
he was wearing the same yellow shirt again. HAHA.
stayed for quite sometime in insyirah's room.
we played with Barbie dolls(she's a 7 yr old girl.) and it really reminded me of the olden days. when i used to play with my barbies at nana's house with nana and sissy. oh those days..
watched mujhse dosti karoge for the 6847359574th time!
ARGH! my all-time fave.
everybody knows that movie is WAY better than kuch kuch hota something right?..
wadever.
AYUNI was SUPER DUPER ADORABLE!..as usual.
she kept on asking me to take off her baju kurung.
"kak faa..bukakan.."
i asked her for what, and all she said was, "anas! anas!.."
goodness gracious. if i had the chance to bite her, i would!
now that shes no longer shy&sombong, i love her more than i did some time ago.
after 3/4 of that movie, we said goodbyes and left.
MR I! lols.

reached home and slept ~~like a baby~~.

im still home alone.
and i dun think i can go for tuition today cos there are alot of people at my house right now and when they leave, itll make me MORE busy cos i will then have dishes to do and some other stuffs. phew, i really was MOTHER af the day.
i JEMUR-ed the clothes. i cooked something for myself.
i reheated the food. and its really tough being one. you won't even have time for tv. but you will if you dun have a computer. huahua.

i dun have anything else to blog on already.
i deserve a BATH! so i'll just leave you guys with a little something ive read about.

NOT TRUE!
"MCR Broke up!!!!!!
It was on MTV2 the other day, Gerard issued the satement that they had better wuit while they are ahead. Fame this quick is nice but they wanted to, I dunno, quit...while they were...ahead. Their dvd is still coming out but no words on a final tour have been issued.
oh gawd...oh gawd this is so weird..."
-from..somewhere.

TRUE!
"RUMOURS ARE SILLY
There's been a little news story floating araound in
cyberspace that says that mtv.com is reporting that
MCR are breaking up.Here's the official MCR
response, in four easy-to-read words: THIS. IS. NOT.
TRUE."
-official MCR webbie.

& happy birthday to NOOR AMALINA! wee~!

til then,
so loooong.

2005-11-11T19:04:00.000-08:00

hari rayaing with the boys frm 2G&F and afew girls yesterday was alright.
cept that it was pretty disappointing for us to only go hari-rayaing to a pathetic number of 5 houses.
10 people, 5 houses.
no wait, syahfiq n fikri left earlier.
and we had to wait for the 17 bus for how long?
30 mins. yeap 1/2 an hour!
so anyway reached home almost 12 n found out that a BIG group of people just left my house.
the grroup happened to be my CLOSEST uncles, aunties, cousins and grandparents.
which sucks cos i miss them like hell alrdy.
AYUNI! i wanna see you again! and sing the 'I LOVE YOU" barney song with me again! gargh!

"Um, I'd prefer not to say anything about My Chemical Romance, except that we did have a falling out. We don't speak at all anymore," he sighed. "It's got nothing to do with their success. I'm completely comfortable with where our band is at. We used to be very close, but no more. We had a falling out. The rest of my band, they're still mates with all the guys in that band. But I'd prefer to say nothing more about My Chemical Romance."
-Bert McCracken

someone please SHOOT me and let me die cos i can no longer stand to live in this world anymore.

til then,
so long.

2005-11-09T23:33:00.000-08:00

Small town homecoming queen
She's a star in this scene
There's no way to deny she's lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she,s ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous-
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her
She is the prom queen, I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader, I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk, I’m sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America
And I'm just the girl next door
Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutante
Everything that you want
Never too harsh or too demanding
Maybe I’ll admit it, I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her, but I just wanna hit her…

I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself
Spend all my time wishing that I was someone else
I get a little bit, she gets a little more
She's Miss America
And I’m just the girl next door..

2005-11-09T19:03:00.000-08:00

i wanna go out.
but with who?.. =since my friends no longer ajak me when they go out.
i dun think they'd wanna go with me if i ajak.
sad right?
it is to me.

so shaf,
dun even think about stepping foot out of the house.

gaah. shut up.
i'd rather die.

will be doing something fun in the kitchen with mummy&sissy.
CAN'T WAIT.
i guess that would be just the highlight for today.
if my life is a bore to you,
well, so are YOU.
so fuck off. shucks im totally pissed.

PISSED!

2005-11-08T19:58:00.000-08:00

heya peoples.

before i screw things up,
i just wanna say..
THE MCR DIARY WAS THE BEST 30 MINS OF MY LIFE!
it rocked the fuck outta me.
but 30 mins was pretty short.
hah. time passes really fast, esp when ure watchin hot guys singing/rocking the stage infront of THOUSANDS of crazy fans.
and i was one of em.
my little cousins were there so i had to shut them up every second cos they were like, "Kak Faa..Kak Faa..!"
i still have no idea why Ayuni calls me that.
she calls me and my sissy that cos my sissy's name is Effa.
so yeah, u get wad i mean.
so ANYWAY, back to the DIARY,
oh my, frank's laugh is still spinnig in my head, and hell i LOVE it.
it showed the 3 days of WARPED TOUR.
first day was in..err..i cant really remember.
but it was sometime in Aug this year.
the second day(but frank was still wearing the same shirt! OH YEAH!)
was at Pennsylvania[is dat ryt?].
there were awfully ALOT of fans.
the most number of fans i think.
the people there had to remove the fences to let others in.
HAH.
and the last day was at..wherelse but NJ.
on that day they found out that is was gerard/mikey's grandmother (elena) birthday.
so they did a SPECIAL helena performance.
they asked the fans to wave up to the sky and sing happy birthday.
at the end of the concert, gerard got a little emotional cos it was of course his grandmother's birthday.
his mother told him actualli.
so yeah, that was it.
30 mins felt OH-SO SHORT SIA!
ARGH! it was pretty sad when gerard said goodbye and went into the bus.
and guess what?!
i saw RAY putting DEODORENT ON HIS ARMPIT!
IT WAS FUCKIN HILARIOUS COS THEIR TOURBUS HAD NO BATHROOMS AND YEAP, THEY DIN BATHE.
tho ray looked pretty "P-U!" to me, the rest looked FRESH!
haha.
i loved it. should make it last for an hour or more la.

ok.
1 full entry of the MCR diary.
im sorry if i had bored some people.
if you dun like it, then TOO BAD.
haha.
it was so sad that HAIKAL missed it. =(

dun laugh. look how HOT he is now.

til then,
so looong. =)

2005-11-07T20:59:00.000-08:00

ok.
for the sake of my DEAREST friend, ANISSA,
[and to make her come to my blog more often, =X]
i'll put up this picture.
its a picture you you-know-who la.
ok wadever. its no secret.

there you go.
HAHA.

& skipped tuition.
YAY!

"Pop Princess"
I lost myself at your show last night
Looking at the sparkling eyes
In the middle of a fresher crowd
You keep living like you're a movie star
But tell me who you really areWhen the lights go down

Baby your a glitter doll
On the radio
I dissolveIn the stereo
You've got meYou've got me coming back for more

Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me inside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud

You were hiding in a darkened stall
Waiting on your curtain call
Getting your piece of mind
But I was looking past the glossy stare
I knew who was really there
And I'd like to spend some time

Baby your a glitter doll
On the radio
I dissolve
In the stereo
You've got me
You've got me coming back for more
Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me inside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud

Baby girl I think you're radical
But you're a star and I'm fanatical
Can we start something new
Just between me and you

Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me indside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud
Pop princess ohh
Pop princess ohh
So baby turn your love up loud
Pop princess ohh
Pop princess ohh
So baby turn your love up loud
Pop princess ohh
Pop princess ohh
So baby turn your love up loud
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud..

2005-11-07T19:08:00.000-08:00

okay,
to start things off,
i wanna say..

THE MATCH BETWEEN MAN U&CHELSEA ROCKED!
*jumps arnd like a lunatic*
OH YEAH!
man u's defending was like SHIT but they managed to not let chelsea score.
the whole fam, cept for mummy watched.
nistelrooy played pretty bad yest.
and so did brown.
my sister kept saying that his hair looked like yusry in the movie 'lady boss'.
well, it was true.
but the lembek darren fletcher managed to use his head and HEAD the ball.
and then the screamings of the EFANDI family(cept for mummy) got LOUDER.
the second half was sooo full of suspense seh.
alan smith,c. ronaldo n babyface-rooney(CUTE LA YOU!) played oh so well!
paulo ferreira was so HOT yest. OH YES!

i won't talk much bout raya la.
tmrw..MUST STAY AT HOME!
wed, maybe go hari raya-ing with grrlies.
speaking of grrlies, oh just shut up.
everybody noes i miss my grrlies so much!
and i cant wait to see them later this week.
and i cant wait for friday's trl.
DANIEL RADCLIFFE will be coming!
YEAH! he didnt look that HOT in the cover of LIME.
he looked pretty sick actually.
but after watching this advertisment on mtv, the one about this contest on harry potter,
i suddenly fell back in love with him.
HAH! how typical.
and i cant wait for the goblet of fire movie to come out..
i never fail to watch ALL the harry potter movies in cinema.
and hopefully this time i'll be able to watch it with my siblings&cousin nana dearie.

if you wanna make plans for raya with me,
tmrw, wed&sunday is not a good time.
but you can always call me and make plans kays?
BUSY:
tmrw @ 3pm-3.30pm & 6pm-6.30pm.
HAHA. only some noes why.
but the rest of the days will be free(cept for wed&sunday).
jus call me @ 67891011.
puhlease, i wun be that stupid to post my real no.

haaa.
making sure im not missing out on anything cos i probably won't be able to update agn soon. busy with raya&stuff.

imma leave you guys off with this pic that LALA(can you believe it? HAHA) sent me.
thanks loads.

so long.

2005-11-02T18:21:00.000-08:00

God, i feel so so much better.

buka is in ___minutes time.
KFC, here i come!

ok.
now i can't wait for raya.
gosh i always say that but i'll eventually chage my mind the next day.
but dun worry, i wont.
pretty sad Ramadhan's going now.
sobs. =(

so long.

2005-11-02T18:09:00.000-08:00

im sorry i cudnt be the friend you've wanted.
i admit, i've changed alot.
but i didnt plan to make the change.
thats just how life goes.
life isnt not perfect. and so am i.
yes, i have been ~~jealous~~ badmouthing about a few things.
and its true that i have been talking about you behind your back.
and i know that is what a true friend wouldnt do.
i've done alot of reflection and this is what i have to say:

i'm sorry if you feel offended from my SARCASTIC remarks.
i admit, ive always been the black sheep of the group.
im always the one getting bad results, doing bad things, saying cruel things about others.
no, this is not what you've made me think, but i honestly think its true.

im sorry if i have disrespected you as a friend.
im sorry for making unnecessary remarks.
and yes, i dun have reasons for doing things.

i have depended alot you.
you've helped me alot.
and this is my way of saying thankyou?
no.

i noe there are many reasons for you and your friend to get mad at me.
but what i dun understand is, what made you write that entry and that tagmessage?
if it was because i've put you and your friends names last, i really don't see the point in getting mad.
but hey, if you were offended, be my guest.
maybe the the sentence above your names were a little too harsh but i have a reason.
i've been trying to talk to you, but u seemed uninterested and you sounded as if you dun wanna talk.
and you come online without even saying 'hi' or 'goodbye'.
and i said, yeah. they must be busy with the 'raya' thingy going on.
i understand.
and i swear, i havent been thinking lowly of your friend.
i honestly didnt mean to make you think that way.
that wasnt what i meant.

i noe these are useless cos i've been saying sorry for everything above.

I TRULY AM SORRY.
i wish this wouldnt have happened right now.
wait, thats not even the point..

i wish i could be more like you and think TWICE before doing anything..
i'm sorry i cant be perfect.

with <3 ,
shaf.

selamat hari raya to all.
all the best in getting alot of green packets.
=)

2005-11-01T17:10:00.000-08:00

a few of the quizzes i took this morning.
haha.
most were pretty ridiculous,
but i'll just post the few with the BEST results.
HOHOHO!

Take the quiz: "Which sexy eyeliner-wearing rock star is for you? (pictures)"

Gerard Way
The sexy as hell frontman of My Chemical Romance with an amazing vioce (swoon)

Take the quiz: "What member of My Chemical Romance are you?"

Frank Iero
Your Frank Iero! Your are considered sexy by many, and you play guitar..God Bless anyone who pisses you off! You rock..go you!

YEAAYY! haha.

so long. =(

2005-11-01T16:49:00.000-08:00

i miss 2G.
omfg. i realli do.
i miss skul.
and i can't believe im saying this but im missing bernard.
ok. i was joking.

sialah. i miss my class.
my table, my teachers, classmates.
and mostly, i miss amalina.
mebber go call her later la.
wee~!

i wanna see my grrlies.
risnah, fad nisa they all la..
haha, they were the 3 names that popped first thing into my mind when i think of the grrlies.
yeah, and atiqah, lenny all uh.
but they dun seem to miss me.
hmm. i dunno.
maybe they're just so effin busy with raye and all until no time lor.
its okays. i understand la.

shrgghhh!
i hate you.
i realli do.
everything you're doing.
whatever youre doing right now hurts every single fckin thing in this house.
shits.
i love you,
but sometimes you can be a real jerk and a ____!
this sucks.
how am i going to like
"oh..slamat hari raya maaf zahir n batin.." when you're the one who shud be forgivin?
i cant possibly fake it you know.
im not that good of an actress.
i can't suddenly make tears flow out of my eyes for no apperent reason.
sometimes i realli feel like throwing it all out, vent all of my angers, pour all my thots to you,
but you know, i realli need privacy.
so, this is all i have right now.

im no longer interested in raye la.
im not lookin forward to you-know-what.
okay, wadever.
asking for forgiveness.
im really sorry for everything.
but i'll never ever EVER EVER forgive you for the bloody thing youre doing.
fucks.

1 more ERGH-ish day to go.
happy deepavali people. =)

til then,
so long.

HE'S 24. SO WEE.

2005-10-31T00:00:00.000-08:00

hmm..what time is it?
nope, its not TIGER TIME. [jessica albaaa!]
its 12 la dumbass.
its 12, so what is the date now?
31st OCTOBER 2005.
and its HALLOWEEEN!
HAPPY HALLOWEEEEENN EVERYBODDYYY!!
&&
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING, FRANK ANTHONY IERO!
YYEEEAAAAYYYY!!
haha. now then people start wondering why my blog title is 'my MR HALLOWEEN'.
obviously frank was born on HALLOWEEN.
and no, i havent been excited for HALLOWEEN because im havin a party or something,
its cos its FRANK'S BIRTHDAY.
GOODNESS HE'S 10 YEARS OLDER THAN ME.
AND THAT'S HOT. [i sound like paris h alrdy]
he's tattoo-ed fingers, if you read the letters one by one,
you'll find out that it actualli reads HALLOWEEN.
(both 'L's are on a finger so it fits.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTH DAY TO FRANK ANTHONY IERO<3,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
may all your wishes come true..wee~!

<3.
heh, he's the one and only.
well, besides gerard la..
WOOTS!
hohoho! (haha, firii!)

i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you!
[convinced enough?!]

and not forgetting,
hari raya is just afew days away.
and i cant wait too!
YYEEAAYY!

oh, i love you FRANK ANTHONY IERO!
haha, i love the anthony part..

and for some who noe nuts about frank,
here are MASTERPIECES of him.
for some who find him UNREASONABLY unattractive,
just get the fuck outta here.
trust me, you wouldnt wanna waste your time here.
but come back again the next day okay? haha.

the SHYY side of him.
but still hot no matter what.

the SEEXXAAAYYY(fuckwithguitar)side.
ohh..im lovin it.

the CRAPPY but still you-know-what no matter what. haha.

adorraaabbllleeee!!! AARRGGHH!!

SOMEONE CALL THE AMBULANCEEE!

the fuckin bottomline is,

HE'S MINEE.

END OF STORY.

2005-10-29T19:58:00.000-07:00

2 more WONDERFUL days til HALLOWEEN. wee, frank!

5 4 more HUNGRY days til HARI RAYA.

oh yeah, bad news.
the diary of MCR will be on MTV on..HARI RAYA!
5.30pm some more. ARGH!
MTV no brain izzit?!
dun they noe that SHAF wud be outside HARI RAYA-ing?!

I WANT A REPEAT TELECAST!
NOW!
NNNOOWWW!

toodles.

2005-10-28T19:39:00.000-07:00

last day of skul.
amalina&i cried like there was no tmrw.
well, amalina was the one la.
but i started first and she kept accusing me of making her cry.
i want yu jiaaaann!
i want ruo haaaooooo!

will post up the pics as soon as i receive them.
please, puuhhlease send them to me IMMEDIATELY if you have 'em okie?
thankyou oh-so muchies. =)

yeah yeah, i knoe.
skuls over, im sad, im down.
BUT..

HARI RAYA IS IN LIKE _ MORE DAYS!
WOOHOO!
&
3 more days til HALLOWEEN!
wee~! i cant wait! i cant wait!
but i have to. ouh my frank.

oh shit,
i miss 2G alreadi.
i miss mdm siti&ms chin too.
ARGH!
FUCKETTY FUCK!

go away. toot.

2005-10-27T18:13:00.000-07:00

HAHAA.
i jus watched another vid frm MCR.
it was last years peformance when they peformed LIVE ON CONAN.
gerard was still chubby like Jabba the Hutt and frank's hair was still a little red.
i seriuosli love the last part when the host came up to them, thanking them for peforming.
and when he wanted to shake hands with frank, FRANK, decided to hug him instead.
BIIGG BIIGG HUGG.
and after that he turned to gerard and gave him a..a..
A KISS!
he held gerard's head as if it was his gf's and you know..KISSED HIM.
on the cheek or lips, im not sure.
but it sure was cute as hell.
boys kissing, thats HAWWTT!

okay, i just watched it again.
and im certain it was on the cheek.
now i wish i was gerard's CHHUUBYY cheeks.
grrrr.

so anyway,
skul was fun, i guess.
we had the so-called "AMAZING RACE".
it was more like orienteering la.
walked and took the bus arnd tampines and simei.
amalina n ruo hao did a good job at pointing directions.
but what made it more fun and exciting was yu jian.
HAHA. i love his lame jokes.
his lame jokes are funny. what makes them funny?
the way he tells it. IT SO CUTTEE, I TELL YOU!
i wud die not being in the same class as him next year.
ouh yea, speaking of next year.
im going to 3H. im sure.
received the report book this morning.
RESULTS:
ENGLISH : 52
MALAY : 58
SCIENCE : 52
MATHEMATICS : 46
GEOGRAPHY : 37
HISTORY : 25
LITERATURE : 66
D&T : 62
HOME EC. : 57
VISUAL ARTS : 51
* not bad huh?
i passed my MT n ART.
YIPPEE!

okay. so anyway,
dunman idol was great.
me, fad, risnah, zahidah, zareeza n diyana sat right infront.
and some more the speaker was right infront of us.
so YAY!
lenny, xin min and khairul did GREAAT.
khairul won anyway. so CONGRATS to him.
=)) he's really talented i tell you.
he can sing and im so jealous of that..HRMPF!
xin min came in second =)
and LENNY DARLINGKU came in second runner-up.
yeah len, not bad for a first-timer. HAH.
im so proud of her. we are proud of her!

indecisive n syazana did SUPERBLY WELL!
i enjoyed it actualli.
while people were singing along, some minah sesat at the back was like, "EH! SPOIL AR!"..and
"HANDSOME NYER!! HANDSOME NYER!".
shan't mention the minah and also the "HANDSOME-NYER!"'s names.
mrepek mraban habis
saper yang tengah menge-spoil-kan skarang?
look who's talkin..

i better go wake my mum up soon.
and hari raya is in err..how many days?
better go ask LENNY. HAHAA.
she LOVVEESS hari raya.
=))
and im starting to feel the same way too.
now that ive bought my baju kurungs.
one is gray+black. ouhh..dat one my favourite sia.
and another is gray+pink. and some others laa..
haha. gray.
oh how i love you.

2005-10-26T20:21:00.000-07:00

just watched MCR's AOL Sessions: GOY and NewJersey's30dec: Thank You for the venom.
arrhh..nice.
FCKIN NICE LA.
i wish i cud watch them live.
whoa.
that would be cool.
then i wudnt want to leave the place sia.
and i wudnt be able to sleep.
HHHEELLPPP!
GET MCR TO COME S'PORE LAAA!

i love the thanyouforthevenom peformance.
loves the part when FRAANNKKK suddenly lies on the stage, fuckin his guitar.
aaahhh..!

and fuck,
i missed the MAKING OF: GOY, TWICE!
AAARRGGHHH!!!
like wtf seh.

anyway,
watched G.O.A.L with amalina n anissa on monday.
arhh. the movie nice sia.
saw abit of gerrard. WHEEE~!

we do we do we do-ooohh!

2005-10-26T16:28:00.000-07:00

though i hate 2G as much as i hate the world, i realli think im going to miss them.
though i hate kian foong with his irritating serak voice, im gonna miss him alot.
though most of the malay boys in my class hates me, and i, hate them, im gonna miss them alot.
though most of the times i thot i could die being in the same class as syed ahmad, im gonna miss him.
im gonna miss the JOINED-EYEBROW-BOY, yu jian.
im gonna miss the EVER-SO-GOODLOOKING ruo hao.
im gonna miss the PORN-CRAZE, syed salleh.
im gonna miss the DAH-PANDAI-BEH-ACTION rusdy.
im gonna miss my ONE&ONLY GRRLIIEE WHO NEVER FAILS TO CHEER ME UP, amalina.
im gonna miss zareeza tho most of the time i feel like strangling her for having such BIG BIG eyes.
im gonna miss zahidah for being so patient with me.
im gonna miss jessilyn for being the COOLEST&ATTITUDE-EST BITCH in the class.
im gonna miss huei jing FOR LAUGHING AT ALL MY JOKES THO SOME WEREN'T EVEN THAT FUNNY.
im gonna miss mdm siti and her CUTE SQUEAKY voice and making us all believe in ourselves.
im gonna miss miss chin and her B-E-AUTIFUL smilee and for being the best co-form teacher.
[fyi, lau is the worst! =X]
& the rest are just unique at their own ways.
tho we got into lots of troubles and wad not, we were in it together.
i ♥HEART♥ y'all..

together now: AAAAWWWWWWW...!
well, i dun think we're going on our seperate ways cos i heard that only rusdy will be moving on to sec3 with the 2F students.
so maybe, my dream of going to 3G just went down the drain huh..
FAT HOPE. HAH!
but wadever, im ecstatic just to know that i didnt get retained.
YYEEEEAAAAAAAYYYYY.
tmrw will be the second last day i'll get to spend my time with the hooligans.
its gonna get pretty emotional, i tell you.

skipped school today, which was such a waste.
anissa filled me up abt the things that happened first thing i went online.
ARGH. wasted wasted wasted
she told me they had so much fun!
and i think..the results for the dmn idol finalist shud be out by now..
hopefulllyy lenny wud be one of em..=)

toodles.

2005-10-24T01:07:00.000-07:00

have been browsing thru LJ alot nowadays.
haha.
to tell you the truth i've been having lots of fun lately.
REAL FUN.
on the net.
but cant tell you what.
dun worry, its nothing secretive,
but i still cant tell you.
=P

will be off to geylang serai tmrw after buka.
BOOHOO.
will be missin tmrw's antm.
like wtf right?
tmrw's like the biggest, important-est (if there is such word), EXCITING episode ever.
and i will be missing it.
we cant postpone our plans cos tmrw will be the only off-day for mother and father.
well, besided hari raya of course.
meeting anissa&amalina tmrw morning.
=)
and to lenny darl, goodluck tmrw.

___bela? what?

now texas?
HUH?!

GUESS WHAT?
FRANK IS MARRIED!
WELL, AT LEAST I THINK HE IS..
BUT I KNOW HE HAS A FCKIN GF.
HAHAHA.
OK. CALM DOWN SHAF.
CALM DOWN..
I CAN LIVE WITH THIS
I FUCKING CAN!

2005-10-24T01:04:00.000-07:00

2005-10-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

hello beautiful people of the world.
shaffie is nice today.

i woke up at 4+. sleep was great.
and the curtains are off.
so my windows are pretty much naked right now.
mum and dad went off for workwhich leaves only the four of us.

football's on halftime right now.
man u tday not doing that bad.
haha.my sister told me she was alansmith like angkt his shirt and she saw his abs.
she said they were WOW-ishh. haha.
i missed that. so, too bad.
so buka today was a threesome.
sister had to go tp cc for some ECH meeting.
jus came back.
brother was off for terawih.
so me n ynger sister were left at home for a while.

and i have nothing else to say.
i think this year's hari raya is going to be pretty disappointing.
well, it will be.
for me.

bye bye.

2005-10-21T08:46:00.000-07:00

*YAWNS*

ok.
i'm tired but i have no idea what the shit ive been doing since this morning.
besides sleeping late and waking up in the middle of my stupid dream for sahur.
and hari raya is coming. in less than 2 weeks, i think.
but seriously, i havent been looking forward to it.
this is partly because of the things that are happening under this roof.
HAAAAAAAAAA..!
i dun like it sia.

i love you mother, both of my sisters and last but not least my brother.

not forgetting, the FATHER.

hurr.

i may act happy-go-lucky and make everyone [well, not practically everyone] laugh,
when it comes to my family, some serious shit realli happen.
i'm really sorry if i have accidently put my anger on anyone.
esp amalina. she's been getting alot of scolding from me for no reason.
hah. but fun seh. we'll eventualli end up laughing..HAHA.
so wadever.

school ended pretty quick cos we didnt stayed in class alot.
and some stupid councilor specially came up to my class and gave me a detention form for not bringing my tie.
stupid sia.
i forgotten to bring down my tie cos i was in a hurry.
so wen the councilors were checking the attire wadever fuck, this dunno-wad councilor app-ed me and asked for my tie.
i told him my tie was upstairs and i'll be wearing it as soon as i reached.
(ceh..cam btol je)
but he told me to bring the tie down and show him.
so i took the tie, went down and looked for the councilor like some lunatic sia..
but apperently, he was nowhere in the atrium and i was sure i didnt want to go looking for him arnd the school just to show him a my tie. pathetic kn.
so i went up back.
den bout 15+mins, ms chin told me i had won the ~~lottery~~..
and i was like, "WTF?!"..
and found out that it was a detention form.
dumbdick. ERGHH..

accompanied lenny n neni.
the rehearsal went fine.
indecisive did pretty good la.
i was impressed.
but i still think they did better the day before.
some fuckedup sec 4exp students who were sposed to be at home, studying, went up to the hall and made unnecessary comments.
what? you lied to ur parents that you were going to study in school, but went to the hall and fuck things up instead?

reached home arnd 4+.
took a quick nap and BAM!
it was alrdy buke time.
buke sucked, big time.
it was only me and my sister.
NOTE: sister-[SINGULAR]
watched thats so raven. haha.
rubbish sia, but i like it. ALOTT.

monday is promotion day which means there'll be no school.
tuesday is a must-come.
err, wednesday. maybe a why-not.
thurs&fri..enjoying-my-sleep.
hopefully..

AARRGGHH..!
I WANT! I WANT!
PLEASEE. =)

2005-10-20T22:36:00.000-07:00

school was err..GREAT.
i guess.

ok.
so found out that i actually passed OVERALL malay.
and i pass my literature.
yeah! haha.
uhm, MATHS. got a 46 for my year end average.
sickdick kan?
haiyo.
still no eng letter writing cos the marker supposedly went to 2F twice.
went down with zahidah to GRAB[that was what she told us to do] her at the staff room at anytime we're free.
so we were free for about afew periods, [which was long and enjoyable]but we were so rapt with our uno game that we actually forgot all about it.
HAHA.
so we don't blame the teacher actually.
it was partly our fault.
but thats just how 2g is.
oh yea,
received our class photos that morning.
pixxies.:

Formal shot. =)=( fattety fat me.

First informal shot. darn, i look ugly in this.

ok. this pic was planned. it was my idea to pose like that. but then i decided but amalina forced me to do it. HAH!

and last but not least,

CONGRATS TO MISS LENNY NATASYA AND THE OTHER CONTESTANTS WHO GOT SELECTED FOR THE SEMI-FINALS OF DUNMAN IDOL.

haha.

i know i sound pathetic but wth?!

so goodnight, goodnight..

FORMAL

INFORMAL I

INFORMAL II

creds to amalina, zabutt&tinypic.
=)

2005-10-20T06:53:00.001-07:00

in the formal pic.
second row, 8th guy from the right is oh-so hot.
RUO HAO!
AHH!
WO AINI!!
RARGH!

2005-10-20T06:53:00.000-07:00

in the formal pic.
second row, 8th guy from the right is oh-so hot.
RUO HAO!
AHH!
WO AINI!!
RARGH!

2005-10-19T17:22:00.000-07:00

ARGH!
RESULTS LIKE CITOTS.

ok.
i dun really feel like blogging.
1hr+ more til buka and my sister is still asleep.
since morning.
cos after i went to school, she excersised by running up the staricase till the 12 floor.
siao la she.
but she not fasting.
what sia.
her period come already, mine until now havent come.
ok. that was totally unnecessary..
wadever. so maybe i won't be taking a maths since i got
40/100 for maths.
fuckin toot sia. the paper 1 was utterly memeningkan,
but i managed to pass paper 2.
history, dunno wad to say. gonecase sia.
geog, guess ah.
YEAP! *TING TING TING!*
i FAILED!
so how? 3F?
kirim salam sua.
goodness.
so goddamn disappointing sia.
home ec, overall, confirm pass one la.
but im so not taking home ec next year.
hello! GOD! im talking as if i'll get promoted liddat!
wadever. i just dun want to fuckin retain.
art, i passed. HAH! 64 sia.
i will only do art if im forced to.
like exam, if i had a choice whether to do or not do,
i'd rather not do sia. but since that i did, cos apperently i was forced to,
i managed to pass. HAHA.
ok. im crapping.

the way brothers.
gay? hell no.
its brotherly love.

2005-10-18T00:34:00.000-07:00

hello hello.
tuition was err, normal?
we had roti john for buka which was utterly delicious!
grandmama and grandpapa decided to buka at our house too.
which made it double the fun.
YUMMness.
so after that, had a bath and went for tuition straight away.
finished 1 1/2 hrs later.
ironed my uniform straight away.
ok, tday was a marking day which meant that there was no school for all dunmanites.
and im sure, for some other schools too.
so anyway, antm today wasnt that exciting cos they summarised everything into one episode.
i was actually expectiong them to show the disgusting-but-funny BERTINI part.
but sadly, they didnt.
oh well.
ok, im so in love with the click five's pop princess.
eric's voice like so high pitch then so cute seh!
ARGH! i wanna listen again!

rargh.
i wish i cud turn back time and not let MCR go into MTV.
since the day they got into mtv,
everything changed.
yes, more fans. i know.
which means more posuers.
more punkrocker wannabes.
more fake punkrockers. same kn?
and apperently, they suck.
totallay.

and ADVANCED info from lenny darling.
reporting from geylang. ok, cut the crap.
geylang was boring.
no change. like AT ALL!
the baju kurung n kebaya wadsoever confirm frm last year's ones.
HURR...

and im so not looking forward to skool tmrw.
errr, i mean today. ??
it 12 in the morning dumbasses.
but i miss my grrlies.
ALOT.
so long sayang.

wish me luck for the results tmrw.
ok shh.

2005-10-15T23:20:00.000-07:00

i wanna forget everything.
i really want to.
i wish i cud get brain washed.
and erase all the memories.
except for the ones i had with my family,
grrlies and my chinese classmates.
(im no racist. i have issues.)
ahhh.
and i hope i dun turn out like lucy in 50 first dates.

i really have nothing to blog on.
buka-ed my fave, laksa yesterday.
am wondering what we will be having tonight.
=)

woke up for sahur, did my subur prayers and watched tv till afternoon.
with ELDER sissy of cos.
id be rather crazy to watch tv alone.
we laughed like theres no tmrw,
insulted everyone on tv.
eventhou we were fasting.
ok.
maybe INSULT isnt the right word.
err, how can i put this,..
we just made jokes out of the things we saw on tv.
ah. much much better.

"If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about."
-Gerard Way.

SEE! i've told you!.
like a trillion times!
I WISH I WAS HIS GUITAR!
aaaahhhhhhh.

2005-10-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

the things lenny said are still ringing in my head.
i bet i'll have a killer headache next morning.
i dunny what the problem with me is,
but sometimes i may be VERY sarcastic
and other times,
i can be just plain nice and cool.
and sometimes i say things without thinking.
but that is how everybody is isnt it?
and they shud be given another chance.
but i dun think im not one of the lucky people who shud be given a chance.
and im really sorry if i've offended anyone or even anything.
IM SORRY:
*MOM&DAD
*BROTHER&SISTERS
*COUSINS&OTHER RELATIVES
*LENNY NATASYA
*THE REST OF GRRLIES.
*STUDENTS OF 2G.
*and of cos, YOU.
*and every other poeple whom i have offended.
*GOD.

bro:ehh..beli kn abng present.
me :buat per?
bro:untk abang ar. abg nyer anniversary.
me :anniversary aper sia.
bro:anniversay abang ngn..err..abang ah!
me :mesti matair kau kn?
bro:keke. ah. matair abang, JENNY.

LOLOLOLOLOL.
ok.
jenny is this 36 yrs old nyonya.
she's in my brother's class.
my brother is a NURSE.
wadever. cute mah.

he doesnt want to admit that this pretty girl in his class is his gf.
stupid toot sia
yet, he is always talking bout her.
WOW WOW.
can tahan seh.
their first month anniversary is tmrw i think.
and how romantic is my bro?

EXAMS ARE OVVEERRR!!!!!
yabedabedooo..!
no need to study alrdy.
YEAYEAY!

wadever.
bye.
♥.

2005-10-13T03:26:00.000-07:00

fuck that sister of mine.
she changed my friendster primary pic into some old picture she took with her phone.
okay.
partly, its my fault too.
i had forgotten to log out of friendster.
when my sister was using the comp,
i saw her browsing thru my friendster pics.
IN MY FCKIN USER.
then yesterday yesterday liddat i never log on.
today then i found out.
bacin sia.
embarrass me only.
that day also, she logged on to my msn, chgd my nick, and chgd the picture.
luckily mine was auto set to offline.
RARGH.
ahahaha.
BUT..BUT
i did took a picture of my uglyself on her hp and set it to wallpaper.
but it was nothing embarassing.
i dun care.
im gonna shoot it back at her sorry ass.
HEEEEE~

MATHS was so fucky.
i wasted 16 marks.
all blanks sia.
babi.
but i hope i might be able to get extra marks for working.
home ec was easy peasy.
i hardly studied anything but actually no need to study one.
use common sense, FFOOOSSHH!
can pass.
trust me. =)
had mt lc after that and went home straight away.
yeay..

okie.
tmrw's the last day of exams.
WEEHOOO.
BUT, tmrw maths paper 2 and stupid art.
please. help me get at least a 35+ for paper2.
CAN CAN?
and 60+ for art.
can can?
err, who am i talking to?
wadever.

i wanna burn down the fats that i have.
can i like not mention where?
of cos i can.
i've heard and read that fasting does nothing but makes you hungry,
but the good thing is that, you'll get pahala la.
and i like it. =)
but it doesnt burn the fats.
you're making more fats instead.
there's a reason behind it but im not sure what it is.
the fats are still in the body but its just that your stomach is empty, so it may look as if the fats are burnt but theyre not.
after you break fast, look at your stomach, den u'll realize that you're back to being the "HEALTHY" girl.
so the best way to burn your fats is to exercise, EXERCISE & EXERCISE!
and of cos, eat wisely.
like spending money like that.
and im talking as if im a professor like that seh, eh?
heh.
i talk alot don't i?

cant get enough.
i just cant.
aahhhh~

ok, i better shuddup and do my art.
stupid ART.

2005-10-11T16:45:00.000-07:00

science paper was.
so..BLAH.
easy? no
hard? no.
so, maybe its jus OK la.

and mt paper1 was i-dunno-what.

tmrw, HISTORY&LIT.
firstly, i lost my lit book.
and secondly, im not confident in passing my history
cos i havent been passing history since the day i stepped in dunman sec.
and you expect me to pass. now?
mebbe i can.
oh well, i dunno.

secondly, i wanna score for lit.
and get highest.
YEAY!
go go shaf!

watched MAKING THE VIDEO: MCR'S GHOST OF YOU.
AAARRHHHHH...
you know how i feel whenever i see frank. you do you do you do-ooh.
heh. i wish i was the one putting on his makeup or doing his hair.
or even better!
i wish i was his guitar.
CCOOOLLLL.
he'd put me on his body, strum me.
and the times when lies on the stage and just you know..you know..
puhhlaaay the guitar.
god. he's so hot.
just so freakin hot.
and remember, im fasting.
and i shudnt talk dirty so much.
but i can't help it.
not when im with amalina. i love you babe.
heh.

anyway, took 293 home
with my grrlies.
and then, a group of kurang-ajar tampines north-ers
were sitting infront of us.
they kept standing up cos they cudnt feel the aircon.
blocking the tv infront of us.
there was this boy, his name was "DINO SHAFIQ",
he buttoned his shirt til the first button,
how do you expect not to feel hot?!
and i went like, "HOI DINOSAUR, NAMER DAH DINOSAUR BEH BADAN PON MCM DINOSAUR, KLAU BOLEH DUDOK LAA. BLOCKING JER..!"
he's FAT.
HAHA. damn funny sia.
there was this twin and one of them called us makcik bijik.
sumthin liddat.
like what the hell does that means?
-only primary school kids like them do.
all of them suddenly crossed the line,
not ours but amalina's line.
she stood up, walked towards them,
you don't know how scary it is when someone like amalina approaches you.
but didnt say anything.
then there was this makcik who kept turning around.
and she came off at the same stop as all of them.
i think she was one of their mother.
and they dared to behave like hooligans in the bus infront of their mother.
stupid sia.
stupid primary school kids.
ezlink maseh orange nk tunjok terer.
disgusting sia, looking at immature primary school kids like them.
i dunno why people like them even exist.
mak bapak tk ajar per.
then they got off the bus and pointed middle finger at us.
WOW! who taught you that?
your mum? your dad?
somemore during fasting month.
boy, youre so wlecome to buka your puase.
tkyah nk tunggu bang pon..

bye

2005-10-10T18:06:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!
ok. i noe im fasting but i can't mantain my anger any longer.
that [insertvulgar] deleted all my stuffs in my folder.
that [insertvulgar]!
WHAT? THE COMPUTER SPACE NOT BIG ENOUGH FOR YOU?!
NO? YOU CAN JUST SHOVE THE REMAINING [insertvulgar] UP YOUR [insertvulgar] LA!
YOU BLOODY TOOT!

im going to cry.
really.
all my pixxies,
*FUNNY* conversations..
all DELETED!
[insertvulgar]!!!
and now i cant find the damn bloody cd which i kept EVERYTHING when the computer got rebooted.

I DUN CARE!
IM SO GOING TO DELETE ALL YOU [insertvulgar] TOO!
I WANT PARTITION ON MY COMPUTER LA!
SO THAT [insertvulgar] CAN HAVE [his/her?] OWN SPACE.

AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!

2005-10-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

malay paper2 was a-okay.
i hope i can at least get a pass la.
i noe im not fairly good in my second language, but wth.

and as for geography..HUURR.
that freakin paper never fails to put me to sleep sia.
i put my head on the table cos the words used on that paper were so so complicated.
but fortunately, things that i studied actually came out,
and for the first time, i say, "studying GEOGRAPHY was worth it this time"
=)
if i can't pass this paper, at least let me take a maths next year.
hell yeah.
if i get at least a 60, i'd probably be taking a mahs next yr.
well, that was wad mdm koh said.
i got 60+ for the common test, and since the paper was set by mdm koh the MIGHTY herself, i dunno how i can pass her paper.

somebody pppuuhhlease H-E-L-P ME!

_____ minutes till buka time.
WEEEE~!

tmrw SCIENCE&mt PAPER1.
mampos aku.
i cudnt remember wad 'performance' in malay was and now i have to pass my paper1?
go to hell la.
and for science, no confidence.
i did quite well for the common test and im aiming higher.
YEAY!
aku action!

2005-10-09T22:04:00.000-07:00

5th day of the fasting month.
and im still alive.
impressed?
yeah, you should be.
i expected myself to be sleeping like a baby in my room by now,
but i managed to stay awake after sahur..
just me and my sissy.
tv was boring cos there was nothing on.
so i decided to switch on the computer since i havent been sitting on the swivel chair for quite some time.
and you know what?
i have been STUDYING ahh..!
i woke up in the morning yest, and did wad?
STUDIED.
yes. im so happy with myself.
but i really hafta to make it a part of my life.
and i have to stay away from the computer for now.
EOY exams are nxt week.
and i cant wait for it to be over.
then i'll be able to use the computer for LOOONNGG LOONNGG hours.
and i wont have to worry bout my mum nagging and telling me to study.
but..she will pester me and tell me to clean the house,
cos by then, HARI RAYA wud be nearing.
like YAHOO-ness.

but for now,
FOCUS ON STUDIES.
suffer now, enjoy later, shaf.
remember that..
=))

okie, i havent been watching alot of television stuff.
so anyway, i saw frankie j's more than words.
i noe, i very slow one la.
frankie j with hair, HOT.
but with more hair, HOTTER.
so yeah, put more hair on your head frankie.
heh. but i dun care, he alrdy looks hot on that video..
=D

toodles.

2005-10-08T13:44:00.000-07:00

Oh, when the day is blue
I'll sit here wondering about you
And how the pollen fell
All around your face in strange yellow patterns
********

But her life is so beautiful
As memories continue to grow
Into beautiful things that spring from these rows
With their musical names and musical sound
Beautiful things that spring from these rows
With their musical names and musical sounds, and musical sounds
********

Go cry go run away let your short legs carry you away,
With your big dress and your dirty hair,
Your pen's waiting for you
Just get far, far away from me
I don't want your disease
********

Dark night...hold tight, and sleep tight
My baby
Morning light...shall burst bright
And keep us here safely
********

arhh.their lyrics so beautiful seh.
i wish i cud write like them.
but i dun like to write, later my hands tired lah.

ok. i bshud be studying..

2005-10-05T23:36:00.000-07:00

had eng paper1&2 today.
compo was crap.
did okay for letterwriting n compre.
i usually do well for my compo, but since my compo this time was shitty,
i think i have a fat chance of passing eng.
ohh dun say that..

thursday will be school as per normal.
FRIDAY no schooool!
WEE~!
but i better get all my math and science problems solved by tmrw.
i'll haunt koh n yeo tmrw la.
thought of studying with my grrlies on friday.
dunno how itll work out la.
and i so cant wait to get to sec3.
i cant wait to get out of that class.
i cant wait to not be in the same class as ~~them~~.
and i really have to fight for a place in the first class
and take a maths.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

parents not at home
buka-ed with both of my sissy.
bro buka-ed at the clinic.
he's a student nurse la.
hehehe. cute la. seeing in my bro in the nurse uniform.
ok. im so kidding.

ouuhhh.. i feel like a new girl.

okie fcuk.
i better sleep now.
if not later tmrw morning cannot wake up for sahur.
30 more days?
or izzit 29?
wadever.
i cant wait!
WEEHHEEEE!!!

and err. you
i cudnt care less la.
if you think i feel that way, think again.
who needs you anyway?
dick.

2005-10-03T22:39:00.000-07:00

eng paper is this wed.
and here i am blogging.
fuck.
heh.

im sorry sorry sorry.
to my friends.
wadever.

antm is on tv now.
but i guess i wont be able to watch it.
cos mummy wants to watch her stupid show.
she alrdy watched anugerah and still she wants to stay put to the sofa and watch another of her nonsensical shows.
malay movies ler.
i just cant understand malay.
i dunno why.
i used to get good grades for it.
but when i reached p5, my marks dropped.
and theres no way im failing it this time.
errgh.
farrks.

a formal class photo taken from mdm siti's digicam.
and i look like a piece of doodoo.
=X

and fasting month starts in like a DAY.
and i wanna eat as much as i can tmrw.
but that wud be dumb. i noe.
but i dun care.
i wanna do as much sin as i can,
before i can actually put my daily habit on hiatus.
and and and...

I CAN'T WAIT FOR HARI RAYA!

ler budak ni. puase belom dah nk hari raye..
sorry bout that.

EHH! I WANNA WATCH ANTM LAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
FUCK SEEEHH!

BYE SAYANGS.

2005-10-01T23:47:00.000-07:00

ok.
today was the first time i've washed a fan.
you know?
cleaned the dust.
wiped the rust.
the dirty stuff.

my younger sis had to teach me how to remove everyting.
how to put the pieces back.
while she was fixing the fan, i was at the back dancing to pon de replay.
i dunno why, but i just felt like dancing.
so everybody,
lets start washing fans.
err HUH?
don't look at me if you feel confused.

i really need a new pair of shoes.
and i need a haircut.
like URGENTLY.
but before hari raya la.
speaking of hari raya,
hari raya puasa is just arnd the corner,
and i can't wait.
WEEEHHEEE~!
and ALL the money i will be getting for HARI RAYA..!
oh shit,
that was sposed to be a secret.
ok everybody,
lets all pretend that you didnt read the above.
HEH. thats better.

and and and,
the fuckin ENDOFYEAR exams are like a FEWW days away.
and i really need to stay away from the computer.
keep myself away from SICK2 people.
and i mean SICK!
stuck up people who i just can't stand, and those who are just infected with wadever illness.

and i SERIOUSLY can't stand MINAHS who listen to MCR.
its such a DISGRACE SIA for people them to listen to MCR.
and DESPRATE PEOPLE WHO LIKE SO DESPRATE AND WANTS TO HANG OUT WITH COOL PEOPLE AND IS ALWAYS SAYING GOOD THINGS BOUT THEM AND SAYING 'I LOVE YOU' TO EVERYBODY WHEN THAT PERSON HAS HIS/ HER OWN BF/GF TO LOVE!!
omfg.
i really can't stand pple like them.
i can't even look at them.
to HELL WITH YOU PEOPLE LA..
GRR.

ok.
i wanna listen to the songs i just d/l.
see, i really got nthing better to do.
toodles.

and happy childrens' day.
=)

2005-09-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

ok shit.
i really feel like puking now.
hurr..
feeling so nauseous right now.
omfg.
GROSSS SIA.
ok wait..

*PUKES!!!!

ERGGH..
much better.

making cookies was fun.
with amalina, jess, fad, risnah & diyana.
HEH. =)
our very own famous amos cookies.
teehee~

and im not looking forward to school tmrw.
never do, never will.

and im tired of cursing.
i must stop it.
like SOON.
cos bulang puasa is just arnd the corner and im so looking forward to it.
always am, always will.
=D

so anyways,
sadly, fauzie didnt win.
=) HEH.
dun ask me why im smiling.
cos im starting to find the winner cute.
HUAHUAAAAA
HAH! ok jkin2.
he's cute, in a FEMININE way la.
im serious!!

i gotta go.
bye.
wadever.

2005-09-28T19:45:00.000-07:00

ok people.
im back for awhile.
school was ALRITE la.
wednesday is my FAVOURITE-EST day!
mdm siti wasnt in school for dunno-wad reason.
had homeec. 4 stinkin periods.
but, in the comp lab! =))
couldnt blog cos tan was being such a bitch.
she kept walking arnd the room and screaming at us with her DUCK-LIKE voice for no reason.
HUURRness.
after recess,
had history..ZZzZZzZZ.
was so freakin emo during history.
wrote dunno-wads on my planner.
heh!
after hist, had mt.
for the FIRST TIME in this year,
zaharah(mt teacher) actually hit someone from my class.
cos that someone was being such an asshole.
well, actually HE is alrdy an asshole since the day he came out from his mother's err..WOMB?
wadever.
he said something like,'kakak kau pe laki!
to make things worse, he sat right infront of the class and zaharah was standing right INFRONT of him.
stupid fucker sia.
and btw, that asshole/fucker is syahfiq.
ahahaha.

err someone?
if you wanna tag as me?
you better think twice.
once i find out hu this sucker is, i swear im so gonna break his/her neck.
(hehe, im not that violent.)
fucker sia.
tak serik2 per?
and err, i think you got it WRONG.
its shaF.
with a CAPITAL 'F'.
and another one, its SITI NUR SHAFIQHAH.
NOT THE ONE YOU POSTED AT MY TAGGIE.
jauh sak.
i wonder where you got that name from..
should name ur future child that!
thatll be good.
wait, i wonder whether you will have one.
hmmms. =
so after school, lenny headed to my house.
she needed to use the comp.
made some changes den poof, she was off.
ok, i wanna mandi.
but my sis is using the toilet.
eh wait!
she got puase today not?
hmm. maybe break fast alrdy.
ok.
that was unnecessary.

i saw ashlee simpson's new vid, 'Boyfriend' yest.
and i so wanna get a copy of her new album.
'I AM ME'
weeeee~!
ashlee, blonde. not nice.
ure a punk artiste for Godssake.
u look hotter in black.
trust me. =P
huahua.
as if shes going to read this.

so anyway.
phototaking yest was funny.
me and amalina decided to bring shades and put them on on one of our informal shots.
and we did.
and for the second one..
i'll show it to you guys next time.
must surprise surprise la.
teehhee-

and yeah you.
im still mad at you.
i dun think you need me anymore.
well, if you do, you should be apologising by now.
ok, wadever.
i shudnt even be talking bout you.
PEOPLE LIKE YOU DISGUSTS ME!
hell yeah.

2005-09-23T22:26:00.000-07:00

HATE ME PEOPLE!
go on, HATE ME!
ALL YOU WANT.
I DUN GIVE A FUCK.
THIS IS WAD I GET FOR BEING NICE, FRIENDLY, UNDERSTANDING, TRUTHFUL AND HONEST?
YEAH RIITE.
YOU'VE GOTTA BE KIDDIIIIINGGG MEE!
BUT..
THANK YOU OH-SO VERY MUCH.
THANK YOU.
=')
im crying la. and smiling at the same time.

ok. so i was bored.

heebye

2005-09-23T17:06:00.000-07:00

i hate it whenever i look at my tagboard, and its half-dead.
its so DEAD boring.
maybe ONEDAY, i might be removing it.
since noone has nothing to say to me.
=)=(

ok.
school was superbly boring today.
had art first 2 periods.
art was pretty interesting cos i was sitting right infront and was paying full attention.
hey..i wanna do well for ART!
learnt stuff bout typography.
got the art exam paper.
the topic for our art piece was 'Open House At Dunman Seconday School'.
boooo.
why dun want like,
MCR concert ke..
ni? a freaggin Open House..
at dmn sec summore.
ok.
i shall stop complaining.

my 3 best chat-mates are not online.
so here i am.
stuck at boredom with anissaIsaac.
haaaaaaaa~

ipw presentation went fine.
our product was still 'UNDER CONSTRUCTION' la.
cept when one bastard shouted 'taik!' at the end of the presentation.
like who does he thinks he is?
ure no better sia.

and zareeza, ure his FRIEND wat.
shouldnt you be going up to him and ask him why is he being such a bastard?
people these days.
like got no brain sia.
hoi BEROK, if you're not satisfied, simple,
COME AND SEE ME.
you dun have to around shouting taik at the back of the room.
and please stop denying it.
GOD, i wish i could just punch the fuck out of you.
once. mebbe twice?
then i'll be satisfied cos i dun think i will be seeing you again next year.
with your results?
wad a potential failure you are.
and the only way you can prove to me that ure not, is by beating me in exams.
goodness. i hate you.
i treated you like you didnt exist before you said that,
but now that you did,
i hate you MORE than i did YESTERDAY.
nuff said.

lenny ajaked us go imm tmrw.
ahaha.
once i told risnah, she got ALL so excited and started saying,
"aku seriously nk pegi sehhhh..!"
LOLs.

today,
nana darling and friends sound-ed nadya.
yuuupp.
the girl who floods people WHO IS OLDER THAN HER's tagboard with hate-messgs.
now you know who to respect?
grr. nk tnjk big fuck kan.
i shall not elaborate on this.
be nice to me if you want the details.
=)

ala.
i hate you alrdy too.
you and your egoism.
action.
sensitive.
eeeee.

2005-09-22T22:46:00.000-07:00

i just dun get you.
sometimes you are so the nice nice.
and the next minute,
without provoking you or wadsoever,
you're mad.
at me.

you and your attitude.
what? ashamed of your girlfriend izzit?
wadever i said wasnt an instult okays.
neither was it a compliment.
it was a neutral thing.
thats all.
and like suddenly you act as if i dun exist.
its sick i tell you.
SICK.

and if you actually think that SITUNURSHAFIQHAH is going to apologise to you?
BETTER THINK AGAIN.
cos you're the type of person who shudnt be given any chance in the first place.
but i did. and that was the worst mistake ive done.
ok. im exxagerating. not worst. but its wrong.

it has always been me.
the person who apologises.
but whatever.
i couldnt care less la.

i wish your 'girlfriend' best of luck.
and hopes she doesnt have to get the feeling i have right now.
HAHAS.
i dun wanna waste time anymore.
and one more thing,
YOUR ATTITUDE STINKS!
'PPPSSSSS!!!'
*sprays airfreshner*
real bad.

this entry is not about you.
and you.
you too.

=)
tmrw ipw presentation.
LOLs.
goodluck shaf.

2005-09-21T22:24:00.000-07:00

WOW.
its ten?
alrdy?
like whoa.
btw, i LIKE today.
esp everyting that happened at atiqah's house.
one word,
crazyfun.
err. thats one, right?

wadever.
amalina had the rest of the ingredients for homeec practical.
and we decided to go to atiqah's house and finish the rest of it.
GOODNESS.
heaven baybeh.
we made the pizza, EXTRAA CHEESSYY.
and watched 'eiffel im in love, EXTENDED'.
ahahaha.
me, atiqah, amalina and fad were like practically screaming arnd her house.
since noone was at home.
and the house was all to ourself.
went home arnd 6+
reached home at 7.

ok.
wadever.
so the day at school was pretty much SUCKY.
gets suckier and suckier each day.
2g had to assemble at the parade ground like every morning cos SOME people got no sense of discipline.
after every period, butt so itchy must walk here and there.
grr.
waste my time only.
go up, put bag, den go down.
den go up again and start lesson.
isnt that a waste of time?

ok. i really dunno the toot im talking abt.
i wanna go study but i still have like TONS of hw yet to be completed.
and now i feel like doing my science.
cos i dun wanna see ms yeo show her friggin attitude again.
its just so ANNOYING.
she will like, PAP! PAP! and there she goes, out of our class with a SOUR look on her face.
and the next day, the PAP!-ing comes again.
this is MY class we're talkning about.
it 2G.
what do you expect?
the only teacher who leaves the class without getting angry is mdm siti.
well, ok. she MAY be angry at us at first, but..err. i dunno.
hur.
2G like, ♥s mdm siti.
like ALOT.
really.
then why are they doing this?
that, you dun ask me.
why?
cos im going off.
to do my science.

aaaannndd..
there she goes.
again.

2005-09-19T20:24:00.000-07:00

ok.
for some gundus out there
who dunno where my tagboard is,
its linked.
click the +taggie?.
there,
HAPPY TAGGING!=)

we're falling apart.
me and her.
us and them.
we are.
falling apart.

and..

i hate this feeling.
this feeling.
which i get everytime i see you.
gagaa.
siak ah. i really dun like this.
this..REGRETFUL feeling.
why must i feel so sorry.
well, i should.
i shudnt have done it.
i shudnt.
i shud have just shut up and let you make the first move.
right?
oh well,
maybe i shud just let you go.
i dun want to get this feeling anymore.
im sick of it.
and im sick of you too.
well, maybe not as much as i hate the feeling.
i just dont want to get it anymore.
so, i better be prepared for tmrw.
i hope i wont feel as stupid as i am right now.
hmmms.

trl showing ghost of you today.
hai.
then other people will be like,"ehh shaf! u watch GOY alrdy? kool sia..blabla.."
wadever shit.
hmm..
then some people who are starting to listen to helena wud be like,"wow. so fast sia the GOY video come out! how ah the song? wad never coming homee..waahh nice2!"
EH!
EEE!
somebody puhlesee SLAP ME!

skipped tuition today.
i didnt actually SKIPPED la.
woke up arnd 8+.
talked to fad on the phone awhile and she asked, "eh shaf, kau tk gi tuition?
and i went like, omfg. shit shit shit.
but my parents not home.
and my mum noe alrdy.
so. nehmind.
can watch anugerah.
hurr.
goodness.
fauzie is making me sweat like hell.
so?
wad are we waiting for?
LETS ALL GO N WATCH ANUGERAH NOWW!!
go!
go!
goooo!
bye.
=(

2005-09-17T10:51:00.000-07:00

"From now on, i want all of you to call me jack.."
AHAHAH!
pathetic sia.
JACK? JACK?
ahaha.
as if got no other name sia.
choose la FRANK ke..
ehh!
cannot. buat malu je.
=X

ok. wadever.
so anyways,
woke up at 7.
bathe till 7+.
then i found out the shirt that i was going to where was still in the laundry basket.
so quickly washed the shirt.
waited for 48 stinkin minutes.
was sposed to meet amalina under my block at 8.
so she called me and i asked her to come up since my shirt was still washing.
washed..den ironed.
den gedebak gedebuk..
reached school at 8.50am liddat.
met raidah at the atrium.
hah. pathetic. we only got 3 bottles of haircolour.
looked for lai and asked her for more bottles.
but, she asked us to look for peterson.
he told us that he didnt have anymore bottles except for the 3.
he gave us 5o bucks(ooohness!!) to look for the bottles and stupid facepaint at TM&CS.
took 293. saw FAIRUZgsps on the way.
ahahaha.
he still very lembut sia.
reached there.
bought 4 boxes of facepaints at TOYS R' US.
cute sia. i didnt want to leave the place.
so fun fun sia.
went back to school.
the weather was burnig my skin.
but dun worry, i didnt strip or anything.
my buttons were still buttoned. =)
by the time we reached the school was alrdy crowded.
and it was alrdy the second shift.
meaning that the upper sec drama pple were spose to mend the stall.
so yeah, i mend(wads the past tense of mend ah?) the stall for awhile.
then went jalan2. was on the way to the toilet, saw dan.
haiyoyo.
he's eyes still red.
talked awhile and i went off.
amalina leter got a meesage frm fad saying to meet her at the canteen.
saw aminah, atiqah and teha on the way.
met fad, lenny n risnah at the canteen.
haha. we walked. talked.
then went to the dance studio to get ready for the performance.
me, fad and amalina sat one corner and watched.
heh.
i swear if i was a guy, that moment would be the BEST MOMENT in my life.
HOHOHO. im so mean.
but hey, that was a compliment. =)
at 1 the dancers made their way to the basketball where all the people were.
saw the dunno yaacob ibrahim. HAHA.
met nisa later.
OK, THE DANCE PERFORMANCE WAS HOT.
NOT JUST THE WEATHER BUT THE DANCERS TOO!
ahaha. siak.
dan&gang sat in the first row.
ahaha. he kept turning around and fanning himself.
total mrepekness.
before the performance, some maniac shouted something.
mrepek bodoh.
klau dah taik jgn tengok ah sial.
wadever. i was FURIOUS.
you were great risnah&lenny.
and im sure the second performance at the ALL SAINTS HOME was great too.
heh.
orang tua tengok joget cam gitu..
i wonder what their reaction was.
hmms.
went home straight away after the performance.
accompanied lenny darling to the busstop.
and i toooook 21 home.
blahs.
reached home.
sissy was using the comp.
i slept till God noes when.
on the computer.
at that time i was still in my jeans and shirt.
wahahah.
parents not at home.
went to buy food with sissy.
the pakcik there was such a jokerboy.
ooops. i mean jokerman?
wait no, jokerboy sounds more cuter.
i like it. JOKERBOY-.
=)

so anyways, took a bath.
and continued using the comp until now.
now im updating my blog.
mum will be coming home soon.
and i injured my back while dancing in the toilet.
*kKKkRRRKkk* CRACKS!
ahhhhhooouucchh!!

eh i got my progress report yesterday.
as expected, failed my mt.
but i passed my maths ok.
and my science&eng.
and lit and homeec.
=)
like mdm siti said,
ive shown remarkable improvement.
whaahaha.
ok.i shall shut up.

ok. i gtg.
i wanna eat la.
oh ya, fad syng didnt bring the cam
ahaha. sad right?
and i chgd my layout.
ahahaha.
FRANK OH FRANK~.
mwahs people.

2005-09-16T22:23:00.000-07:00

heyyas.
school was erm.
FINE.
its felt short too.
very short.
had art for first 2 periods.
heh. failed ART.
like WOW.
but wth.
i didnt do so bad in the overall result.
mdm siti actually said that she was PROUD OF ME,ok?
cos i showed improvement.
yeah. mt.
ish3.
heh. at least im not the lowest.

so anyway, after art
went back to class to take some WASTE-OF-TIME survey.
we had tu used our MT period just to do that survey.
and it took 25 freakin minutes to finish 40+ questions.
so eneded up not having MT at all.
went for recess after that.
had a short drama/dance meeting after that.
we were told to come for the stupid recycling day thingy tmrw.
haiyoyoyo.
drama people were asked to mend a stall to raise funds.
braper bnyk kali dah nk raise funds.
principal tk ckp duit perr..
ms farah told me, amalina and lenny to find jian wei&benjamin to inform them bout tmrw after their recess ended.
so went back to class.
watched 1/2 of ruo hao's ipw presentation.
the last part, the one YU JIAN did..
was so freakin FUNNY i tell you.
the way he talked.
his APEK accent la. i love that guy manx.
heh.
after a period, went to look for lenny.
went to 3e and told them
both of them gave EXCUSES to not come.
BENJAMIN'S:aiyah..my ezlink card broke. gimme $5 den i come laaa
how lame?
JIAN WEI'S:i have to go for BREAST CANCER mammogram tmrw..keke!"
ok. that one wasnt lame. i actually thot it was kind of like a coincidence.
like when i was there, i actually heard people around me mentioning, "BREASTS! BREASTS!"..
HOHOHO.
well, it didnt came from the PEOPLE arnd me.
surprisingly, it came form only ONE person.
dun wanna say...

wait. you know what?
lets not talk about that.
lets just shut up shall we?
shh.
you!
shhh..
ok.
sorry for wasting your time.
i will be going to school tmrw.
find me there if you wanna kill me.
ok.
i better shut up before the police come and take me awaaayyy....

aahhhh~....

2005-09-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

siak.
ok people.
as all of you know,
there are 2 taggers who find my blog SO INTERESTING
that they HAVE to keep on tagging!
(NOTE:I DIDN'T FORCE THEM OK!)
one of them said this:
******: wat can u do??diam dulu sudah!tell shaf 2 stop tagging back wat i say ah.fair?i'm a never give up girl ah by the way!shaf stop but u all continue.so stop dreaming dat ****** will stop tagging.

ok, she actually said that if
i stop replying to her tag messgs,she will stop too!
and if my friend, happens to reply, she will still continue tagging.
my dear friend, happened to do so.
and this other extra, happened to say this:
*****: kau yg hari2 ckp kau love shaf.me love?my friends...
and i replied to atikah:
shaF:[atikah] heh. biler maser kau ckp kau love aku ah, atikah? and to sumone, NOTE:SUMONE(jgn teraser), SUMPAH AKU TK TANYER!
look, i didnt even typed her name.
dah teraser la tu.
if i WAS reffering to her, makes sense right?
and look what IT'S fuckin reply was:
*****: kau pike aku tanye?aku tk sebodoh kau lah...malay pon boleh fail.hahax
who's the bodoh now?
the one asking was ME.
i said, "SUMPAH AKU TK TANYER!"
meaning, "I SWEAR I DIDNT ASKED YOU THAT!"
heh. talk malay also cannot understand?
klau nk, aku bleh berbual kn keling tok kau. BODOH!
and the first tagger, ahaha.
i didnt even replied to IT!
i actually replied to atikah:
shaF: [atikah]wad does it look like im doing? i AM IGNORING THIS FREAK. i guess my blog is TOO INTERESTING that i think people will never ever get bored of it. NOTE pple: I AM REPLYING TO ATIKAH! hehs.
LOOK! LOOK!
i was replying to ATIKAH!
heh. this type of people uh..
i didnt bothered IT or wadsoever.
and then...
here IT comes again!
back with another messg:
******: hahax.malay boleh fail.kental.kan..kacau lagi org.mcm gini lar kau dpt.jadi OTAK KUNING>
GOODNESS. i didnt said a word to neither of them
and this is what i get? ROFL!
failing malay?
KENTAL?
mebbe the one KENTAL HERE is YOU!
try looking at YOURSELF in the mirror
and COMPARE!
you know? COMPARE?
spot the differences,
incase you dun know what that is?..
and what?
OTAK KUNING?
do you even know what that is?
my OTAK was alrdy KUNING LONG before your FIRST visit.
hrmpf.
mebbe YOU shud be failing YOUR malay.
if you teraser,
yoou OUGHT TO BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF.
and please, im no MINAH.
yng BER-MINAH kat sini tu kau!
CHILDISH NAK MAMPOS!
aku dah tk layan dah arh.
nak carik pasal lagi.

ok.
i purposely did this,
to showcase to you, fellow readers
how IRRITATING AND DUMB HATE-TAGGERS ARE!
well,i guess i've done my job.

and p.s:
if some people, THOUGHT I WAS REFFERING TO THEM,
thats your problem.
like i said from the BEGINNING/(BEGINNING PAGE),
"-NOT HAPPY?
-U CAN JOLLYWELL GET UR ASS* OUTTA HERRE."

...is that so DIFFICULT to UNDERSTAND SIMPLE ENGLISH?

2005-09-15T21:43:00.000-07:00

school was PURE BOREDOM i tell you.
most of the malay boys didnt come.
nope. 3 of them.
hip hip hooray. =)
ok. dan didnt come.
lol. got sore eyes i think.
ahaha. padan muker. =X

after school, had science remedial.
ended at 2.10+.
went down to the canteen for a quick lunch with amalina.
ahaha. that girl uh.
everytime im with her,
its as if..hmm. im not sure.
but i sure am having the BEST time of my life.
we're always laughing. (like who doesnt.)
and and..
i dunno.
JOYNESS. PUREEEE JOYNESS.
so anyway, after lunch, went back to class and had maths remedial.
only about 7 of us turned up.
did a maths paper1. temasek sec punyer.
and DANG. it was pretty tough.
but i think i wud be able to do better with a lil revision.
but still, the paper was tough.
bing was facing me during the paper.
then he kept smiling to the paper and laughing at me.
he was being so irritatibly cute i tell you.
people kept shouting, "BING!...QUAN!BING!..BING!" from downstairs.
ahaha. he kept turning to koh and waiting for her to look at him.
ahaha. it was fooo goddamn funny.
lolies.
after the paper, met fad, risnah, atiqah n lenny at the canteen.
WAHAHAk. and the annoying khai was there.
he went like, "HOI. HOYAHOI.""the asskisser! AHA!"..ok.
it was funny. funny.
HOHOHO.
ok shush. its not christmas.
slacked near atiqah's house til 5+.
and guess wat?
THE CUTE 3-YEAR OLD TWINS WERE THERE!
i went like ARGGHH!!!.
its him! thas him!
i ran up to him.
AAAWWWW. that CHUBBY and TANNED FACE!
he was SO GODDAMN CUTE!
with his BONCET STOMACH laa.
rargh! saw his other twin later.
he is not as fat as the other one.
he was playing with this dog and that dirtyyy dog kept on jumping.
trying to bite his dick or ass.
i wasnt sure.
but the dog was aiming at that part.
the boy was like jumping around.
he didnt shout or screamed.
he just kept jumping. but still holding on to the leash.
alahai..klau la aku dapat gigit tu budak..
GRRR.

i joined lj just for the sake of reading atikah's blog.
then wads the use of linking her kan?
join ar skali.
but i wun be making one.
i'll just join.
and then i'll be able to read her eljay.
or wadever she calls it. =)

msn also boring alrdy.
like nobody comes online anymore.
people are like so engrossed in studying for EOYpapers.
and wth am i doing here?
i should be in my room.
studying.
bucking up on my malay.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmms.

ok. so my sissy received this video from her friend.
omfg.
so cute sia.
tell you my mum and dad enjoyed it and asked me to play it over&over again.
wanna watch?
....
........
be nice to me. =P

and syaf(cousin) deary,
dun be too sad la.
being single is the best thing you can get in life.
more freedom..and more girl-friends.
hehs.

ok.
so long sukers.

2005-09-13T22:07:00.000-07:00

REEESSSUULLLTTSS!!!!

ENGLISH= 37/60 [PASSED!]
MATHS= 24/40 [PASSED!]
SCIENCE= 33/50 [PASSED!]
LITERATURE= 35/50 [PASSED!]
HOME EC=20.5/40 [PASSED!]
erghh..
MT= 16/50 [FAILED!] like wtf rite?
GEOG= 9/40 [FAILED!]
HIST= 6/30 [FAILED!]
ART= ???

hehs.
like fucks rite my results.
yeah. i HAFTA take geog next year den my results like this.
HOW?
you tell me?

but seriously,
overall.
i did quite well.
well, i IMPROVED la.
i really did.
no offence, but uh.
ms yoe is SO SO much better then miss zuhailah.
all she does is YELLS. and yell some more.
hurr.
but, no one can beat miss nawal's lessons.
she teaches science BEST! =X

ok. i really really need to put in MORE effort in my studies.
history history.
tk pernah pass.
hey, i used to get high makrs for CA tests.
but dunno wad happened this year.
=((

after school, headed to atiqah's home and..
and..
did nothing.
lenny had to use the comp bcos of sum FORBIDDEN reasons.
huh?
talked about kaleidoscope.
heees. SWEEEETT memories they were.
talked about the dance performances.
how smelly blablabla is..
how 'PRO' blablabla danced...
how thick aperjeaperje's lips were..
it was a pain in the stomach to see atiqah immitate them.
god, ure such a GOOD IMMITATOR.
ATIQAH.
FUTURE JOB= IMMITATE ORANG.
cools.

went home at 6.
took 81 and poof.
im back.
im bored.
and...

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